412-2016-327

Almost two months later I get Sgt. Ian MORRISON's "Special Services".

Facebook Messenger

Hi ["NEIGHBOUR's SON"], I saw you today with your dad. I never know whether to wave at him or not. Usually I conclude I shouldn't. I always liked you, never anything against you. No matter what you hear, my family are a bunch of takers. They are thieves I don't know if you run with people like that. I was always honest, they pushed me so far over the edge, especially your buddy Jim. My sister is a thief. [_BLANK_]. [_BLANK_]. I don't care what you think of me for saying anything I am. I will likely die young because of them. Thanks for being a cool kid on the street. I always remembered you in a good way.

Facebook Message Sent: 18 January 2016 - 18/01/2016, 07:02

Facebook Messenger

Hi Dan, I haven't been over to my mom and dads for a few weeks so it couldn't have been me. Sorry to hear u guys aren't getting along. Its none of our business and would never pick sides in a family issue.It was good to hear from you nonetheless and we had some great memories from the old days. Take care

Facebook Message Recieved: 18 January 2016 - 18/01/2016, 09:07

SYNOPSIS - 1

On January 19, 2016, [_BLANK_] called Cst OHASHI to follow-up on any assistance PMPD's PMHL could offer [_BLANK_] in regard to [ --- BLANKED LINE --- ].
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Cst OHASHI is aware that Daniel BERLADYN met with psychiatric intake nurse today with the Tri-Cities Mental Health team and will be referred onto a case worker in order to provide him further assistance. As [_BLANK_] mentioned that Daniel BERLADYN had sent a message to ["A NEIGHBOUR'S SON"] today which could be construed as suicidal, Cst OHASHI contacted ["A NEIGHBOUR'S SON"] who informed he received a Facebook message from Daniel BERLADYN which included the remark "I'll likely die young because of them". Cst OHASHI, Cst LUI and Cst WEISTRA then met with Daniel BERLADYN (at approximately 1615 hours) who confirmed he was not suicidal (able to contract for safety), but continued to voice his distrust and resentment toward his family members. Daniel BERLADYN agreeable to continue to follow-up with the Tri-Cities Mental Health Team.

File Concluded here.

CST OHAHSI 97 / PORT MOODY POLICE DEPARTMENT / MENTAL HEALTH LIAISON

PMPD File: 412-2016-327 Related Date-Time: Tuesday, 2016-Jan-19 16:44

"Special Services"

Two months after I am offered "Special Services", I meet Pam at Tri-Cities Mental Health. She asks me some base questions. Since I had smoked pot in high-school she had wrote down on a medical file in big capital letters "BRAIN DAMAGE". Just like that, suddenly I had 'brain damage'. That file was never provided in my Freedom of Information Request, but I did see it with my own eyes. Seeing such written on a file in such a short ten minute meeting only worsened my trust issues after the fraud of "Dr. Owen James".

As it was, I already had next to zero trust in others regarding these affairs. They were all rather simple affairs, but they were so incredibly easy to get wrong and screw up. Especially with so much of my life intertwined and interdependent. Especially with everything right down to the wire as it was. I was very near financial implosion. It was a very vulnerable time for me to making myself available to ever more mistakes.

Out of a 'personality flaw' perhaps, one combined with the pressures, I had said something to Pam earlier. I know it was miscommunicated and mis-received on her part. Anyways because of such, because of her reaction in the moment, I was surprised I was not hindered from returning home. It had nothing to do anything other than her misperception. That should be in my texts. I believe my texts to my cousin.

I came home, and I decided to go out for a bite to eat. Upon my return I noticed the PMPD sitting in a parking lot near my home. I stopped to talk to them. This would be Cst. LUI and Cst. WEISTRA. I parked beside them and I then asked them what was going on. They asked me to wait. I waited outside my van while they sat their car. My mind was full of thought. I shared some of these thoughts with friends afterwards.

Out of no where OHASHI appeared from behind my van. It was immediately obvious to me that this situation of mine was completely over her head. We were not 'connecting'. I remember that I felt she was strange. There was just no natural connection between us. A part of this was age, a lack of experience, her sex, perhaps even her genetics, likely her upbringing. On top this, the label of "Mental Health" likely added vast unknowns and complicated mistrust.

My brain was spinning trying to calculate all the dynamics at play. Everything I had said to her and everything she had stated back, just added more and more tax upon my person. You would have understand who I have had for life teachers. She wasn't displaying anywhere near the life experience needed for someone like myself to relate to. Nor was she really of the life experience to understand and comprehend all of the issues that I was dealing with in my shoes.

If I was to describe this now... it doesn't matter.
(I'll have to write this better some other time).