3531 Forensic History
In roughly February-March 2016, I began writing a Forensic History, a Timeline of my life. The idea was to write out the history as accurately as possible while attempting to ensure that I did not add any of my own inherent bias. Furthermore it was imperative that no one would ever know that I was doing such a thing as "the truth requires and un-tethered mind".
This very quickly became impossible as my independence collapsed right across the board while losing my finances, credit, livelihood, etc. I required a cave of solitude so that I may start the process of accessing and searching deeper memory, find my groove and just work towards the highest, purest truth possible. Forced into dependency I was subjected to well-meaning people who were absolutely ignorant in their attempts to talk to me, ask me questions, and thus add more useless corrupting distraction to my plate.
The writing of this particular document ended with the first court hearing. Being thrown into probation for standing with my truth during a backwards court ruling, while trying to recover my livelihood to retain some semblance of independence, made the effort of writing a detailed history impossible. The probation which I was thrown to "help" me with "services not available to general members of the public" only impeded my abilities. I was burdened with more "System" while attempting to break free of the "System" that's needs to be disproved.
As always, right even into this date today, the apple cart is strewn in front of the horse. Which has been the name of the game since the very beginning. Have everything run backwards, protect the women as you empower them, then run over the guys right along with the truth. If that wasn't the case everything would be written by now.
I will continually revamp this page as I have lost complete interest in expressing what I have expressed so many times through court, attempts in writing various entities, online in various places, etc. It's just defeating to desperately attempt to bring common sense, high ideals and very beneficial answers to deaf ears who have no interest in saving your life or bettering the "system" and the "society" in which they all live.
Just defeating as what I had wanted to do truthfully required voluntary seclusion from everyone else. From everything other corrupting entity, even if was only merely psychological. Just the fact anyone knew my attempt and my reasoning.. destroyed the absolute purity of such. The purity of such was crucial, even if meant incriminating my own person.
To myself, the truth was more important than me. If I could have written everything out for myself, not only could I have provided for my own defence - turning the tables on the aggressors, I could have displayed exactly what was wrong with the policing, medical and judicial systems. Furthermore, If I had lost my life at any point, my writing would have been my own vindication for eternity.
From the above, from freely displaying what is wrong with the policing, medial and judicial systems, I could very easily displayed my answers to such for the world to embrace or consider. Such a simple, yet much needed component for any one of us, regardless of position, career, etc. My only question these days is whether the "system" needs to be corrupt. Whether it is a requirement for sound reasons.