From: Dan Berladyn [mailto:dberladyn@gmail.com] Sent: March 10, 2016 11:41 AM To: Mogk, John Philip <JohnPhilip.Mogk@fraserhealth.ca> Subject: RE: Hi John Mogk

One more thing, I always knew if I couldn't pay mom she'd drop me like a rock.  That's what I call extortion.  I have to pay to ensure my siblings don't get what I put in, effort and work wise.  That's the game I guess.

When I didn't commit fraud, she was with me when I went to sign the papers and didn't, she said I guess this means your not going to give me any money...  I guess that means I'll give you nothing then...  She said that without a care in the world.

My sister and brother even had her laughing at me when I was practically crying to her that I was getting too sick from all the dynamics to work.  That's when I popped and bought the RC's, I just went off the edge.  She was biting the hand that fed her.  I guess for me it was like a guy hitting a bottle, I remember thinking they don't know what they've done.  Financially it was a missile going up that would land in the future and hit her too.  Trying to tell her that, I was told I was just being silly.

Now do you understand the whole just be happy bit.  Live well or something?  Dad used to say just enjoy it (life)while it's here.  At least he apologized to me for the way everything was.  You can  easily blame him like they do, bit it wasn't his fault alone either.

BTW.  If you read about the Lego.  That's  how I nursed myself after his death.  It's the same thing I used as a kid when I had problems with that family.  Lego, was pure, clean, wholesome, everyone the same and happy.  It's a good product, especially for kids.  It's also the only thing I knew they wouldn't take.  However my sister tried to, I invested nearly $20,000 in it.  She wanted me to give it all to her kids.  It was actually an investment in someway on my part, it holds it value.  Or at least it did then.

Can I ask you one thing? Would Effexor increase your spending and judgement in your view?  I wish I never took that stuff.