From: Dan Berladyn [mailto:dberladyn@gmail.com] Sent: March 10, 2016 11:22 AM To: Mogk, John Philip <JohnPhilip.Mogk@fraserhealth.ca> Subject: RE: Hi John Mogk

I even feel like the doctors will help them.  I should have never of taken the same family doctor as them.  They talk and my brothers had motive for twenty years.  My family Gp was often more interested in which new towers to invest in than me.  He'd only talk about one thing per appointment. Last I seen him, he said I have to tell him what I need for medication.  Perhaps your right, a mood stabilizer, but I think I would be stable if my life was stable and I was on track of where I should be in life.  My dad, they put him down, but he cared for us.  He wanted me paid out and set up at 23 or so.  But in that family, you only have opportunities for a glimpse of a moment, then it's gone.  Everyone just takes and I'm always played against.

Do you know my mother used to say to me, if they ever find out you know what will happen. She knows inside, but what can you do?  Will that Psychologist tell the truth or let his patient fall for him?  He'll just cover his ass perhaps.   There's two emails for sure that are missing.  Maybe I don't see the light, because some of what he has wrote probably legally helps me.  Stating that I am manic and bipolar though, I think that's wrong.  I'm living in a situation where people want me used so they can take.  That would bring anyone down.  As a cousin put it, they don't want me to succeed.  That's go back right to childhood.

My brother is so full of it in his testimony.   He's just playing his cards.  I know him.  He'd get off if I was thrown in a loonie bin.  I don't understand how people cannot care about each other like that.  You should have heard the things he'd say about mom, not just what he'd say, but the tone.

It took my neighbour across the street nearly 40 years to figure me out, or begin too.  He's very intelligent.  I was surprised it took him so long.  Maybe things have changed now, but just a year or two ago he'd say to me that I was the only one he'd talk to and that he could see what was going on.

However I think he'd fail to help me as he'd say I should just get out too.  But it takes things to get out, that's what people don't understand and what I fail to communicate.

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