Port Coquitlam Provincial Court – Room 001
- Judge:
- Prosecutor:
- Counsel:
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- FXD – To Fix a Date – Used when a matter is adjourned for the purpose of setting a trial or hearing date.
- IBJ – Initiated by Judge/Justice – adjournment – Used as the appearance result when an adjournment to a future court date is initiated by an adjudicator, for example: adjourned to give judgment/sentence/disposition/continuation.
ABOUT THIS DAY
I had to borrow my cousin’s car and some pocket money. It was a stressful morning as there was no way to prepare before hand. My cousin and I didn’t even have a solution to my problem until just before I drove to his work dropping him off.
I had no sleep.
Court was postponed until August 25th, which didn’t actually do anything for me. All I wanted to do was to read out my five lines in the notes below. I was only able to read out the first line.
When I came home, I passed out and I forgot to pick my Cousin up from work. He stood around waiting for over an hour.
Notes prepared in the morning before court:
Notes Prepared
- I wish not to waste the Courts time.
- This is only further injury to me.
- It is completely unnecessary for my individual circumstance.
- I am unfit for a proper defence adn it is already currently in effect.
- I respectfully ask you to motion as you will.
ABOUT THIS DAY
I had woken up from hardly any sleep. I was out of smokes, I had no money, my homemade black coffee was ineffective.
I had to spend my morning waiting for someone to wake up so I could negotiate to borrow pocket money for gas, smokes and a coffee. By the time this was done, I was at court again with not enough time to drink that first cup of coffee or even truly orientate myself for the coming day. However I was in better shape than previous court days.
Now to the assuming as to why I did not arrange for better sleep, pocket money, etc., before this morning... you have to realize how dynamic this situation is. The people I live with are busy, I started a job which I intended to bill for and hopefully be paid for. Just due to the simplicity of being at everyone else's whim, I cannot have the luxury of pre-planning.
Furthermore, the most simple five minute tasks can take a full week to attempt fulfilling. I suppose I'd either have to write better or have you in my shoes and my head each and everyday to completely know just how disabling this is. Months ago, my cousin told me I am handling everything much better than he ever could. I see him daily, he doesn't even comprehend everything as most things need to be explained, to even those around me everyday.
Facebook, as bad as it is for me, is how I have dealt with avoiding much personal seizure and depression. Healthy Distraction can be the best medicine. Although, honestly, it's never healthy watching your words get deleted. That's bad Facebook, especially with some of the things I have written.
Moving on, coming home from this day, I had clear intent on things to do. I don't think I have managed to complete one of them as I just come home to a desk in wide open household space. I am completely vulnerable not only to the limitations of requesting aide from others, but I am also completely vulnerable to household where someone may decide to entertain company at any given moment.
NOTES WRITTEN IN THE COURTROOM
This is CRIMINAL
- Unjust
- Unwarranted
- Punishing a Victim
- Victimizing a Victim
- Criminal & Psychologically Harmful
- Financially Destroyed
- Evidence before you is Criminal
- Not needed, nor Warranted
- Future Problems (legal, employment, law enforcement, border crossings, bias).
Protest these Restrictions
- Driven by Greed
- Unjust Enrichment
- Undermined a Supporting Pillar of the Household
- Noteable Fraud
- Noteable Perjury
- Coercion of an Elderly
- Intent to harm a Vulnerable Family Member
- Suicide
- Death induced from Stress
- Financially Destroyed
- Loss of Liberty
- Loss of Privacy
- Loss of Anonymity
- Loss of Enjoyment
- Loss of Home
- Loss of Mother / Family
- Loss of Reputation
- Loss of Friends
- Loss of Love & Relationships
- Loss of ability to Foster own Family, rear Children
- Loss of Opportunity
- Loss of Career Potential
- Loss of Reputation
- Loss of Professionalism
- Loss of Income
- Loss of Work Relationships
- Loss of Tools & Assets
- Loss of Pride -> Health
- Loss of Credit
- Loss of Savings
- Loss of Independence
- Loss of Trust, Faith and Hope
- Loss of Life.
Family
- Self-Serving
- Inept
- Biased
- Complaint
- Discredible Conduct
- Discourtesy
- Neglect of Duty
- Deceit
- Improper Disclosure (information)
- Corrupt Practice
- Abuse of Authority
- Accessory to Misconduct
- Wasted Public Resources, I estimate with an "uneducated" guess of $200,000.
Police
- See above
- Fraud
- Forgotten Oath
- Falsely Medicated
- Psychology -> Fraud
- Psychiatry -> Fraud
Doctors
- Cost Money
- Improperly Motivated
- Do not have the Time
- Do not Care
- Case too Complicated
- Lack Responsibility
- I'd rather not give them the chance to blame them
- My Communication
- Best in Writing
- Poor Verbal Processes
Lawyers
- Judgement is Fraudulent
- Victim is Punished
- Victim is Destroyed
- Probation
- Probation is Fraudulent
- Cited for Aid
- Is of no use, no help and no care
Court
- Saved Mother's Life
- Added years of Life to a Father suffering from serious Illness
- Save Birth / Family Home
- Gave siblings the ability to pursue, enjoy and fulfill their own lives
- Hard Honest & Productive Member of Society
- An Animal Person, Trusted Naturally.
- Cleared by Hospitals
Character
- Will Reproduce other written Notes this day elsewhere
Other Notes
- Scrap this case.
- Scrap the current Parole which as described as a means for myself to attain "assistance".
- If you would like to truly help me, assign me one capable person and one person only, accountable only and exclusively to me. It would be more efficient financially, emotionally, psychologically and it would reduce unnecessary components from hindering the Truth.
- Request, Protect and Motivate me to write out the Truth.
- Use the Case for Study towards the Following Beneficiaries:
- Judicial
- Law Enforcement
- Medical / Health Care
- Political
- Financial
Intent to Communicate to the Judge
QUICK VERSION OF EVENTS AS THIS IS ALL THE TIME & ENERGY I HAVE
- I liked this Judge.
- She reminded me of an evolved Darlene R.
- My Case was brought forward last.
- I believe this was both partly intent and circumstance.
- I stated there is a lot of Fraud involved here.
- I spoke of bringing the Truth out in Court as ideally Court should be the place.
- I never touched on Perjury.
- I wondered what it was I feared in speaking, why do speak so poorly? There is No Fear in the Truth.
- The Judge had the impression that I headed down the path onto the wrong intent of the Courtroom this very day. The Judge broke for an initial reading before continuing.
- I was extremely disappointed to realize that I myself was too tired and under-slept, strained, etc. to fully acknowledge that his was only a precursor to the actual date. There is actually sound reason for that, I didn't even look at the court files as I had looked at them quite some time ago. Looking at them now only makes me sick, so I've ignored them while both dealing with other issues and healthily distracting myself from all my problems on Facebook. I likely intended to review everything that morning, but once again, no sleep, no money, no internal peace. It's easy for me to miss something as important as that.
- I spent time posting some updates to Facebook for friends, as I had done earlier. The true intent though is to use it as a log to jog my memory later in a detailed writing of events. However, I just keep falling too far behind in both writing, emotion, energy, peace and quiet, etc.
- As expected, the Judge had a more negatively serious tone after reading the Report to Crown from the PMPD. I told her I would need 3 to 5 years to write out my life.
- The Judge dismissed that as unnecessary, stating until April would be plenty enough time to build a defence.
- I stated in reply that this case will force me to open of 40 years of my life, my entire life will come into question and it will not be so simple. Or words to that effect. For me, it's not simple. I know each answer to each question, and each event that brought that answer into place. This literally is placing me on the stand for 40 years of history since BIRTH.
- The Judge made a statement about how these restrictions are minor and most Canadians can happily live with them as they don't effect a persons day to day lives, or words to this effect.
- I stated that I was the ONLY person who could determine what is right or wrong for me and the reasons there of.
- Or words to that effect.
- I had a lot of words for what just transpired.
- Restrictions... on my FREEDOM as a Human Being brought about by Lies. I should have issue with that for an Encyclopedia of reasons.
- I stated that I was a better write than a speaker, or words to that effect.
- Prosecutor asked for one day Court's time.
- I let it be known that I had no power to enforce subpoena's.
- I already lost many friends, they will not remember like I do, the things they had witnessed and said. I have no power to force or encourage them to remember. Furthermore, the more things drag on in this case of pure distraction, the more I lost the ability to recall all of the compounding personal details, suffering and injustices towards what should have been be the real case.
- Reasoning that I would be incapable of defending myself to my standards, I seeked not to waste the Court's time asking to go ahead and have the restrictions instilled in place.
- I stated that for me, I'd be writing everything out anyways.
- I am not sure the Judge took kindly to this.
- I only let out that intent because I was too tired.
- Prosecutor asked for two days time and stated he would ensure he had the case himself.
- I respect him, so on that level it's not a bad thing.
- I consider him intelligent and capable.
- On a "winning" level it could be a bad thing.
- We broke to set Court Dates.
- The Judge appeared less than happy.
- I walked out of the Courtroom with the feeling that I was the only one who actually cared about the Truth.
- I don't just mean in this room, I mean to this date and point in time. All this, all these years and no one cares, instead of helping with what I need to bring it out, they all hinder it. I lost all faith. I had zero faith in the courts.
- Perjury / Fraud / Coercion
- Prosecutor brought my attention to Duty Counsel, where I was recognized but not remembered by a Judges Aide/Duty Counsel. I insisted that they should remember me.
- Excused myself to the washroom.
- Prosecutor encouraged me to speak with Lawyer Jack Thornhaug.
- Spoke with Jack Thornhaug.
- I respected him for a reason when I noted him earlier in the day
- Jack only confirmed everything I already thought while bouncing me in back and forth like a pingpong ball. This isn't his fault, it's every unheeded distraction and the system itself.
- I like Jack, however - unlike him and everyone else, I likely do not accept the "game". Court should be about Truth and Truth only.
- Jack had good advice if... you were anyone else in terms of the common player but not me. I am not sure I can actually fight my will or what I have known to do. I will only suffer from not following through and I will only suffer from falling too far behind, like I long have now.
- Prodded the Prosecutor on the outcome and perspectives of myself not attending the case.
- He did not advise me as I encouraged and reminded him that he was not. He would decide that himself later as he was unsure, a wise statement.
- Returned the Courtroom to set the dates
- 2017-April-05 9:00AM
- 2017-April-06 9:30AM
- Leaving Court for the Day
- I didn't feel as though I still had the respect of the Judge.
- <>I didn't feel as though I still had the respect of the Sheriff.
- I was unable to determine the reason, only the notation of such walking out.