Well, in a round about way. In a round about way this is how I am feeling. If my mind drifts to darker spots and ideas of darker tasks regarding the injustice dealt to my person, it is quickly muted. Not from the aftermath of such conduct, but from the simple fact that there are just too many targets. There are too many people that I now have issues with to "settle" scores. There is simply not enough bullets to do an Eye for an Eye.
Not on a one by one individual basis anyways.
My original response to all of this, was absolutely correct. Forensically write out every single detail as accurately as possible and set it free. Let everyone see it. Let everyone see the "System" at play. I was not able to do that because I needed a high degree of privacy, stability and peace. Even just one interaction with someone would implode my ability to perform that task.
I basically needed to go on the run with a bunch of cash in a hideout. Then plug away with a hard headed determination to do what I knew to do. I even had the drive for it. What happened? I was just continually bombarded by bullshit, bureaucracy, over-handling and injustice. I was simply burdened with too many problems. Even the truck battery wouldn't stay charged.
I was such a mess. That was probably the phone charger and here I am with no money, stressed beyond an ability to function and I am buying new batteries and car chargers. That was a long time ago, but the odds were always against me. It was continual. It has never really stopped, but has gotten tremendously better. The only problem now is that this went on so long that my mind is practically fried from it.
So what I do? There's no sense targeting anyone individual because there is simply too many of them. What an absolute waste of public money. All those people got paycheques to literally stop me from doing what I needed to do to correct my situation. Whatever, it's not worth my time right now to complain about that. I just wanted to share the meme. I am not crying, but there are too many of them.
Courtesy of @a.
https://gab.com/a/posts/107593158448540066