I had a post here reflecting such, and my happenings over the last several days, but I have removed it. Now I have put it back. I am just too tired. I am too tired to write properly. Internally I am pulled in so many different directions and the one thing I do not often do, is sleep properly. This isn't really a psychological problem, it is a physical health problem that I had checked out six year ago.

I cannot seem to help it. There is nothing for my mind to do but select a gear and process past events. As I am continuing on with improving my life, organizing, and making home more livable all I can think about is the ongoing problems and the absolute FAILURE of the policing, medical and judicial system. These people are blatant CRIMINALS. If I had to write a report card for them, I would write: ABYSMAL.

They are absolute pieces of shit who do not solve problems, but create them. This, all protecting and empowering criminals. I seem to keep writing the same instances, but it goes far further than what I have written. The rot is so deep, the employed in such do not see any other than their own personal interests. They absolutely terrible. At least I haven't been shot (yet). They are so clueless.

I haven't even been able to back write properly from five years ago as of yet. I am too busy trying to deal with the impoverishment and the crippling that I have been dealt. Meanwhile, the criminal activity continues. These people who have forcibly involved themselves in my life and my family are absolute idiots. They would scream murder if they forced the hands that I have been.

I wish I could write it properly, but all of these people milking the government cow do not see their failure, nor do they wish to. They do however want the general populace to pay for them and all their mistakes. Don't forget paying for their pension plans, extended benefits, etc. I just cannot seem to do anything (work) that I should rightfully be enjoying without thinking about this stuff.

It is just unbelievable to me. The chain of corruption and the absolute lack of regard. The lack of accountability. The lack of integrity. The zero personal responsibility. I cannot write this either, but these assholes have done absolutely nothing but empower criminals. Then they take selfies and play pretend hero, all while leaving a trail of destruction in some innocent person's to be swept under a rug.

They are just blatant pieces of shit. The whole lot of them.