It was sometime a few months ago now that I started thinking back to my original arrest for supposed "Mischief" and the "Officers" involved. Their conduct. Including the "Lead Investigator" who told me that the police are not "Investigators". At that point over five years after the fact (in early November), I began gaining solace at the idea of shooting OHASHI in the back of the head and watching her fall into a ditch.

It's not personal for me, but it is obviously is personal to me. Quite frankly, it's not her fault she was just an idiot. It's nothing that I "hate" her for. People are stupid. They do stupid things. They convince themselves of stupid things. They allow others to exploit them for their own stupidity. That moron actually thought she was getting her "bad man" and doing "right". At least in moments she did.

Then you have the other buffoons. Morons in their own right. Giggling and laughing: just start over. They knew exactly what they were doing to someone who nearly dropped dead just recently. Except they didn't really know what they were doing because they didn't care too. That much became obvious the next time I had seen one particular clown. "I am sick of this" at his mere third interaction.

I have read a lot of stuff over the years regarding World War II. I have read a lot of people's opinions. I have read a lot of people's thoughts. It is a topic that I am happy to be far away from. I do not even like to engage in the thought of World War II any longer. I realise the significance, but it's just a topic that I was done with years ago. One that I could not seem to get away from and now that I am...

Anyways, I didn't understand some things. I mean I understood, but I didn't understand. I still do not get what a "Jew" really is. I think I look at that entity different than others in what might be referred to by some as darker circles. I seek my own definitions and as slow as I might be I have only been able to assert one particular defining factor, and it has nothing to do with the size of one's physical nose.

What I didn't really seem to fully understand was the shooting people standing over a ditch. I kind of had a grasp on the whole idea behind it, but at the same time I didn't. It's easy to understand "Partisans", "Freedom Fighters", opposing threats to your existence within whatever city or township you are attempting to secure and control, but... just shooting people on a theological difference seems... a little off.

From my opening paragraph and lots that I am not writing properly here, I think I have come to some kind of new understanding. At least some kind of deeper grasp on the whole what, why, how and when things happen. On the reasons thereof. At least I can relate in some manner of some kind. I can relate in terms of HIS Truth and HER Hearsay/Here-I-Say. That's probably the best I can say in the moment of this attempt.

Once again, I went out for just over an hour yesterday coming back home all I could think about was: How BLATANTLY CORRUPT everything is. I never bothered to retain my thoughts, but again they were towards the policing, medical and judicial system: Blatantly Corrupt. Maybe "blatantly" corrupt isn't quite the right wording, but "Riddled" with Corruption might be.

In just taking a moment to review a comment that someone had posted here recently I am reminded of the extremely sick individual who gets off on corrupting and twisting someone else's World. Then of course there is the other fraud who lacks an internal regulator. Especially with her *knows* out joint. Put those two together seeking the same target and you end up with problems that you do not deserve nor want.

"Observe" and Reflect

Don't worry, I am doing the same.