I intentionally ended my online friendship with my Ukrainian pen-pal of over a year regarding this stuff. At least over number nine(#9) I did. Or maybe more correctly put, I forced her to terminate relations with me.

I didn't want to and I feel at a loss for it. She was great to talk to. I miss her. I miss her dearly as the rest of this stuff we agreed rather well upon. However, there was no way we were ever going to see eye to eye with her unwitting adoption of feminism. Especially with me getting extremely run down with my own personal affairs. The last thing I need when I am looking to God for answers is someone picking a fight with me that "He" does not exist.

She doesn't see it. That's what is really sad to me. She doesn't even see what I see as wrong with her stance. What's worse is that I have been in no shape to properly address our differences. I am no shape for that because of the burdens my siblings have placed upon my person. Way to go big brother. You claimed that I have problems with women in your video testimony. A great deal of those problems were caused by you yourself.

Anyways, back to my Penpal here. She is a feminist against God and she is against the Patriarchy without even being fully aware of it. Without even knowing what she is truly standing against. I do not see the 'Patriarchy' as oppressing women. I see it as the freeing of Men to be who they are meant to be. Not only that, but the freeing of Women to be who they are meant to be as well. Women are not meant to be what today's society has molded them to become.

This post could be written better, but.. at the moment I just obviously have the loss of a friend in my mind. I noted tonight that she had pruned our friendship from all our connected Social Media Platforms. It's frustrating. The idea of putting over a year into someone. Talking to them everyday. Then just.. *terminated*. I don't know. I am a Scorpio. Maybe that has something to do with it?

There is a pattern with me if I recall correctly. I have historically ended friendships with women, even when I have not wanted to. Life is always better with a woman around. That is until it is not.