This person has ABUSED ME nearly all of my life.

He has plotted to undermine and dispose of my person all of my life. He has plotted to take from my person all of my life. He has plotted to see that I am financially used and discarded. This person is responsible for over 95% of the damages to my life. My cousin Mark Berladyn stated that I should take him for everything that he has. Those words likely came from his father: Ike Berladyn.

I cannot even feed myself at the moment because of the damages that he has brought to my life. I cannot even put gas in the truck or buy materials for the two jobs that I am start right away because of the damages he has brought to my life. I cannot even make the phone calls or visit the people I need to ask for help in these regards because of the damage he is bringing to my life right now in this moment.

The time is 4:30pm, June 4th, 2021. The evidence of these damages are in a conversation written earlier today between myself and who has become a close female friend. My health never even gets a chance to recover before I am continually assaulted by efforts he set(s) in motion in his aim to displace and dispose of his baby brother. Right now, he is happily making sure that I am replaced within this house and that my relations with my own mother do not ever recover.

He is so proud of himself. He is a real 'MAN'. Stepping on his little baby brother and taking his life in order to pretend that he is a hero. It is actually extremely pathetic. It is actually embarrassing that my oldest brother is such a piece of shit. It is so embarrassing that I have actually refrained from disclosing such to the world at many opportunities but it's already in the police files that they do have. It is an embarrassment for everyone. It really is. Including the police who completely failed in their duty.

This person used to laugh that someone in my position "never recovers". I believe he even tried to have me locked away in a hospital as he used to laugh at me that that would happen. "They are going to put in you in a straight jacket and throw away the key!" he said laughing in my face. I asked him once if he had ever apologised to me. He laughed inches from my face proudly stating: "No!". This guy has committed so much FRAUD, and he set in motion so much ABUSE directed at my person, that he should be in JAIL. I have suffered so much damage from this CRIMINAL trying to capitalise on taking his baby brother's life that I have nearly died multiple times.

This has gone on for decades. If Dr. Owen James was an honest person, instead the FRAUD that he was, he would tell you that I spoke of needing Restraining Orders against my oldest brother over fifteen years ago. No don't do that, the piece of shit fraudulent doctor claimed. He needed clients for his failing practice. He needed suckers with really good extended benefits like mine to leech his existence from. Hence the completely fraudulent diagnosis that was not an official diagnosis resulting in medication that I should have NEVER have been taking. The Predators are endless in life when you are burdened by issues. Often the help is anything but.

This person in this house right now is the biggest fraud that you have ever met. He is a complete piece of shit. I have not even began to begin to write everything out and explain just how everything the system has done is completely upside down because of his plotting to make such happen. This person should have a Restraining Order placed against him. He should not be able to come near me or this property. This is absolutely insane. This should have been taken care of when I nearly dropped DEAD on my 40th Birthday with Port Moody Police saying they don't want to deal with a problem.

I am made so ill right now that I can barely even function. I was made so extremely ill, just two days ago, at the sight of what was to come (which is happening right now) that I reconsidered just killing myself. This is absolutely outrageous. I could not even get the window locks off of my own bedroom window at first attempt just to get fresh air to physically feel better because this piece of shit was very proud to put window locks on my windows, while hoping to dispose of my person. He just reefed them on there super tight.

This person that I am writing about is a real piece of work. He laughed at his own father. He laughed at me. He laughed at my now deceased brother. He has done far worse, that might even get him killed. I try not to mention that. I have asked over and over again, for him not to be harmed. The only thing he has done in return is attempt to harm me. The only thing he has done in return is attempt to capitalise and exploit vulnerable situations where I am harmed and then incapacitated while he is free to have his version of the 'story'.

It is amazing how many people have said things and never stood up for me, or came out and said what they told me.

What is this person who has ASSAULTED me in this house,
doing in this house right now?

What is this person who has COERCED an ELDERLY PERSON to commit FRAUD,
doing in this house right now?

What is this person who COERCED an ELDERLY CITIZEN to commit PERJURY,
doing in this house right now?

What is this person who has COERCED an ELDERLY PERSON to KILL HER OWN SON,
doing in this house right now?

Why was I so physically sick just two days ago?

Why am I continually burdened by this bullshit to such an effect that I cannot even MEDICALLY RECOVER before this disgusting piece shit and the crap he causes sets in motion ever more damage? This is the last thing he should be doing, but this all part of his fraud. This is all part his absolute ridiculous intent to harm my person, fully enjoying himself doing so. It is absolutely insane. It is absolutely immoral.

Once again, I cannot even do what I need to deal with him and this situation. Nor can I go do what I need to do just to find some money to borrow so that I might have the dignity to work and earn income. Just so that I may survive. It's just non stop. If you could only see the cause and effect in real time. This person would be happy to see me dead. He is happy to see in me pain. He is happy that everything on my end is all messed up while he tells himself that he is a real man. He has more "Class" than me he claimed once.

It is so sick. Even a neighbour said to me the other day that he never liked my older brother. He thinks he is a piece of shit. He didn't understand the drivers, the motivations, etc. He asked me to explain how my brother turned out the way he did. He also asked what there was to gain here for my older brother, as he didn't understand it. I explained it all to him. It's something that I am very aware of and it is very simple math. Once you figure it out, it all makes sense. Once you are properly informed of the variables.

He should not be here doing what he is doing. Just with the writing alone on this website, he would know this.

It has become really quiet upstairs right now. This post is already posted, I am just editing the typos made while feeling extremely sick. You finish up upstairs, you finish doing what you are doing Jim Berladyn and you get the fuck out of this house before I end up DEAD. I am too busy at he moment to ask for the help elsewhere that I would like to. I am too incapacitated to ask for the help that I need from people who are LEGALLY DUTY BOUND to assist.

You are a total piece of shit.

As for the rest of the world,

I have been too incapacitated, too impoverished, made too ill, to even get up off the ground and begin addressing these issues. Every time I acknowledge that I need to deal with them plotting the right course of action that I need to take, I am hit again. I know how, and I know why, my oldest brother grew into such a piece of garbage. What I do not know, is why so many people in government are absolute pieces of garbage.

Luckily, I have been working for another LIFE LONG Glenayre Resident who also lives in a Glenayre home. She too has lived here all of her life. I am lucky that another Glenayre resident recommended me to her for that job. I am lucky that I had the capital at the time to go ahead spend money buying what was required so I could go ahead do the work before she gave me any money in conditions that were just all over the map and fluctuating wildly.

I am lucky that I like her and that she is the right kind of person to not rub my soul the wrong way. I am lucky that she was eager to run to the bank and assist me. I am lucky that she considers herself highly blessed that as a woman, I have absolutely no ill will towards her and that she feels highly complimented and above the rest. She said it so well, and I cannot recapture her words appropriately in this moment.

I am lucky that as I became unhealthier and unhealthier waiting forever at Whitespot to grab a quick meal after not eating all day that I passed the RCMP tapping my horn a little too late to capture their attention. I am lucky that I realised that I am just going to get more and more miserable waiting to contact who I figure I should contact come Monday, as I am already tired, worn out and pencilled in this weekend elsewhere.

I am lucky that I decided I should go talk to an RCMP Member and inquire about their opinions and Services instead. I am lucky that I didn’t even get that far. I am lucky that I had seen another set of RCMP Members behind someone they had pulled over on the road. I am lucky that they were just finishing up and it was not a problem to make time for me. I am lucky to have spoken to such a well balanced and appropriate RCMP Member from Quebec.

I like the RCMP’s former policy of shipping Members outside of their home area. Often I have met people Serving from other locations that were highly admirable. I’ll be further lucky if I am saying this without upsetting RCMP Members because it is understandable that they want to work near home, but I do believe the former policy is an asset.

I don’t know what to write as this is taking me too long to write out and I am losing my thoughts as I do so. I’ve been given recommendations. It is a different route from the one I was going to follow through with. It’s frustrating trying to verbally express this stuff on the side of a road. On hand, I know it is completely serious and very real for my person. On the other hand, it feels very juvenile and I do not like the way I sound verbally trying find an explanation.

I have come home. He has left. I am just assuming that means this was read, but I am assuming. I have an idea of what is happening up there. If you are removing and replacing an appliance as I believe that you are, I was expecting to come here and say go head. Get it finished. Finish what you started. I am expecting to be elsewhere over the weekend and I figured I would deal with this on Monday. I don’t know what I am going to do at the moment.

It just seems that no matter which way I turn that I have people dumping more and more and more and more on top what should not have been. Dumping all of their garbage on top all the good I have continually expressed an interest in making of it all. I have wanted to turn lemons into lemonade. Water into Wine. Yet, others just want Vinegar for everyone. You can want to Save the World and people still seek to undermine you for their own stupidity. I am just continually buried and in the end, it’s not really me that is losing. It is everyone as my ideals to continually make the best of everything for everyone are continually flushed down the toilet by people who are not at the same levels.

Regardless of whatever I am saying to that effect, I was driving home and thinking to myself that I bet what I did not want to happen, has happened. I bet what I did not want to know happened, has happened. I bet while I was tied down and incapacitated yet again by ridiculously corrupt government entities, that certain people went ahead and intentionally damaged what I have already made known was extremely important to my person. Every time I make something known, others have to come along and destroy it. They cannot even help themselves as my mother’s friend even stated. Honestly, it just makes me want to kill myself. That alone. That being destroyed.

It really does make me want to kill myself. Destroying everything I love about this house seems to be their goal. They’ve already destroyed this house in their attempts to deny me such. It’s just absolutely disgusting. None of them cared about this house. They didn’t even care about their parents. I wanted to invest my heart and soul into this and then suddenly they had to react by destroying it in an attempt to deny my person. Even after completely destroying my life, even my health, they do not quit.

The only thing they are accomplishing is killing their family member while destroying the home they themselves abandoned. Everything is wrong. My father risked everything to save his brother. My brother who laughed at my father, risked everything to kill his brother. I do not even want to say this stuff, but how else am I going to bring it all to a standstill? How else am I going to recover without feeling like my heart is going to pull down so low that it gives out?

Anyways, in case you are reading what I write. In case you are responding to what I write. You may as well make sure you finish replacing the dishwasher in the kitchen that I renovated with extreme care and thought that is completely unknown to you. You may as well make sure you finish replacing the dishwasher in a house that wouldn’t even be here if was not for my personal endeavours to save it by underwriting it with my very biological life. You may as well make sure my mother has a working dishwasher in a kitchen that you have attempted to legally deny me entry to.

There is actually so much to this that it is impossible to convey the sickness. You assaulted a person very near suicide. You attempted to deny a person very near suicide emergency food that he was entitled to. I hope you enjoyed all those “Free” dinners that you used to brag about receiving here. You are such a Winner that you were eating food that I would buy for my mother and myself. You denied a person that you impoverished to the point of not being able to feed himself the use of a kitchen. You are so sick in the head, that it is just unbelievable. I have news for you.

My FATHER would NEVER lock me out of this house.

Especially, with doors and locks that I paid for and installed myself. Face it Jim Berladyn, you are a very small person who doesn’t even come close to the father that you laughed at. If you stopped focusing on this house and you found a woman to make babies with yourself, you might have a chance. That is if you are MAN enough to get over your fear of being taken yourself. Give your head a shake you fucking idiot. You chose to abandon ship, then you spent the rest of your life trying to get rid of the one who didn’t abandon ship.

If anyone thinks I like posting this stuff here, you are nuts. I don't want this. Unfortunately others do not take the right steps. I am sure my brother doesn't like this either, but he needs to look in the mirror. I know what he needs to do, but I cannot do it for him. I don't even have the strength in me to write it here. The strain on my person...

I cannot even function right now, and now tomorrow... this weekend... I will be in someone's house feeling this way. The strain coming and going on my heart. I physically work. How many years can my body actually take this? I don't believe it is much longer at all. I have suffered tremendous damage. It makes me too sick to even describe it properly.

The catch seems to be that I need to be made sick to even acknowledge it myself because part of the healing process is blacking it all out so that you can move forward and function. It's all invisible, but it's all very real. I suppose everyone can simply claim: "Oh.. we were just helping him express the damages as we needed collect evidence" cause they are all outrageous frauds themselves.

Do not kidd yourself. The police knew over five years ago. It was really funny: giggle giggle. The doctors offices, all of them. They all have to leech their livings out of other people problems. The same with the Courts too I bet. "I don't know who you are, but we warned you were coming" I was told by a unsettled Judges Assistant. Don't forget, the lawyers need gold mine's to mine.

The whole system is a fraud show, and I do not like saying that either.