Simple Acts. There's a million reasons to call and a million reasons not to bother. I just thought I would call in see if I couldn't find the right dynamic with the right person at the right time to save a tremendous amount of future problems. I am only logging this openly, as I expect them to be logging this.
The Member I was thinking of is not working and by the time he is on shift everything will change again. I wish I was more fluid in dialogue, but I didn't really call with a game plan. I felt it was right to give it a shot tonight and just allow chance to deal the cards, but they didn't line up. It is what it is.
This was primarily regarding an immediate variable that would greatly ease burdens and accelerate my person away from the dangerous waters I am listing in. The positive effects if things were as I would prefer them would be greatly exponential in the long term, but it takes a certain kind of person, at the right time, with the right availability.
Anyways, no wrong on anyone's part, everything is what it is. There are other reasons to engage a conversation too, but it would be better if I was a little more organised myself beforehand. But then quite honestly, the most fluid and most productive conversations happen at times when both people least expect them .
A times it's really out of anyone's hands.
"Laws do not stop Evil Men. Good Men stop Evil Men."
Realistically, I am kidding myself. These people have had every opportunity.
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Sergeant Birch was definitely the wrong guy to explore this with. It's not this fault, I'd be the wrong guy too in certain years, if not most. Realistically, you almost have to be a piece worker, an artisan, an certain type of business owner, or something rather to truly comprehend the REALITY that most people simply do not graspe.
So they all have their directive to push me into CLEAVE, the "Mental Health" Officer, which... leaves my mind turning on lots of things. Female blah blah and Communist Bullshit. That's the primary, although... if I did feel a woman "officer" as a 'helper' was beneficial... I think she has proven that I cannot trust her, and she has declared she doesn't trust me so..
I might be wrong, but I think I need a GUY.
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