Bail Hearing, Judge. Subject to further edits / additions.
We were not told what the plans were on Saturday. No one knew if I would remain in Port Moody Custody, or if I would attend the Courthouse. I was expecting to remain in Port Moody. I was hopeful for such in the least.
I was told in the morning that the Sheriff's were coming to take me to court. This really fouled my stability as I was already strung out. This was only worsened such by the realisation that I would not even get my medical needs met. I understand the position of the police, but these are real world medical needs to my person and I was having an extremely hard time.
Later on these plans were changed to keep me in Port Moody as the Sheriff's claimed that due to covid there was a mix up. They were not interested in picking me up which was a good thing for me in regards to what Port Moody was somewhat providing out of good will. Also, the walk home would have been terrible otherwise.
Although I was told I was getting a Psychological Evaluation by the previous order, I did not get one. Instead, I got regular court hearing with a judge. The continual changes were extremely hard to continually adapt towards as I could not even get a pen to write out statements that were extremely important to me.
I could not take notes of important things that I felt I had needed to state. I was even considering a Roger's Order provided certain conditions could be met through such. I never had the chance to speak to Criminal Duty Counsel about such beforehand as I expected. It's neither here, nor there at this point, and it was probably a bad idea to bring up anyways.
Criminal Duty Counsel stated he will remain as a witness. This through me off because it was yet another change. Fair enough that he did that, but they now had me trained to expect to speak to him first. The instability is extremely hard for me. Especially after three days in a cell.
Lori Ashton spoke at great length. This is always difficult for me. She had stated so much. She brought up the Charges from Sept/Oct but she omitted the Perjury. She made the allegation that I took a door off it's hinges, which I did not do. It is not even possible. She also claimed that I modified locks, which was another thing that I did not do.
She stated my mother moved out of the house. This was an odd statement that I read as a lie. She has been at my sister's and my brother's for four months to my knowledge. A great stressor for me as they condition and coerce her into what they desire (my death). They literally conditioned her to kill me previously. She is tending to a terminally ill family member,
I have been concerned my mother was in some government halfway house for this concerning reason or that concerning reason. However, I have no idea. Perhaps the other's got their way in some other regard. Which is honestly so disgusting that all these other people have knowledge that I do not. She has been my codependent, housemate, wife, etc.
Lori Ashton did not address my person as I instructed her too. As "the Sir that they grotesquely murdered in 2016". Lori asked for further conditions. She asked that I not be able to contact my mother without her prior consent, as well as my siblings, on top of setting Court Orders that I may not go upstairs in house that is deemed as true RELIGIOUS PROPERTY to my person.
This is actually completely criminal to my person as going upstairs and reconnecting with the house, memories, my father and grandmother's ashes, family photo's, everything is extremely important to my health and nursing inner wounds. Speak of such, grandmother's ashes are missing and I wonder if that is what I witnessed them remove the other day.
Not to mention, this is absolutely real whether a judge accepts it or not. It was either maintain stability by accessing emergency food stocks that I am absolutely entitled to, or collapse and die which maybe where I am at now after my Arrest. Sharing my thoughts only brings more damages with the overly eager "System".
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Necessity_in_Canadian_law
Another thing Lori did was claim that the basement here is a suite. It is not a suite. I intended to build a suite when I was twenty years old, but I was never allowed to seal it as one. The only reason I finally installed a door was to give myself some sense of sanity from my siblings and their attacks. On top of this my young niece would walk in while I was in bed with a girlfriend and that was uncomfortable to expose her to such.
Lori Ashton did not sound happy. She sounded as if her lips were upside down as she spoke. Lori Ashton did confess that the previous court orders had the wrong address written on the file. I charged for breaching conditions that did not exist. Which was impossible to deny as I posted it to this website immediately before my arrest in a few days prior.
The police did not seem to care as I tried to avoid the arrest by explaining such. Once again, the police did not investigate the situation. I did note that the police files on their computer read differently. The police did not even care that I was assaulted. Honestly it somewhat reeks of certain elements intentionally screwing me over.
A lawyer begins speaking, I immediately demand to know why I am being represented by a lawyer if I am representing myself. The lawyer quits speaking. I am told that the lawyer is not representing me and that now is my time to represent myself. It was odd. If he was not there representing me, who and what was he representing?
It's almost impossible completely impaired and strung out in incarceration. My mind had been all over the map. Honestly I kept to coming to one conclusion. A conclusion that did not subside until I came home. It had actually subsided, dissipating into a non option that has only been refreshed with listening to an audio file.
My statements
Lori Ashton is not referring to my person as I have asked her to. She is not referring to me as "The sir you grotesquely murdered in 2016".
I have been Murdered by the State.
I have been Murdered in the Good Name of Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II.
I require immediate empowerment to save my life.
(I could not say the things I needed to. Too much psychological / medical damage from being incarcerated for too long which I foreseen earlier on with the Justice of the Peace as she denied my release for a psychological evaluation that I never received this day.)
More stuff to be added later. In the end my needs were not met and I stated in response to the judge that "I see exactly what is going on here". Meaning I am bureaucratically RAILROADED once more and these people are completely ignorant to both the damages and the consequences for my person.
I asked to be released and to reappear (via an assumed teleconference) within a few days. It was the best I could do for myself. Asking for such.
Lori Ashton spoke up at the end "suggesting" that the next court date be March 22nd, 'in order to give me more time' which is EXACTLY what I did not request as I expected to be dead or overburdened by other problems, which she fully knows about as she had blocked previous requests to speak to a judge. This was not for my needs and it was not in my interests.
I read it as another criminal move. Until the moment I got home to my computer I wanted to burn words through her, but I am too tired and lost now as I write this. To me it was an intentional stall tactic. However, perhaps the reality is that the other parties need a month to figure their situation out. Again, this was not in my perceived interests at the time.
After court was over I immediately asked if any officers where recording such as I had wanted an audio recording for my "mental health" requirements which Crown Administrative Counsel and Lori Ashton already knew about which leads right back to the idea that they all intentionally set this ARREST up to RAILROAD me out of my game plans. I might not be right to say that.
At times I feel I am being too nice in retracting my allegations of court corruption and fraud. The officers just shrugged their shoulders as I failed to ask them to turn a recorder on and they stated it was recorded within the police station. Through such I may FIPPA the audio files, but that's thirty business days and more stonewalling.
This System destroys someone like me because I find that it is not integral. The crown, the police, the doctors, the lawyers, the prosecutors, they all cheat. Sometimes I see excuse for that, other times I think it is inexcusable.
I wish I could write properly. I am too tired. I am sorry for the areas I am wrong. I need to be more careful about judging others.