Coincidence, or Consequence?
Aside from not bothering to advertise and seek more work, I am losing even more money. I had a little job locally that was continually delayed by a homeowner, and now it is delayed by myself. I had pushed it off for a few days in order to give myself a chance with the courts. Anyways, I was suppose to do that job this morning.
As it is without any other distractions and detractions, I would actually be losing money that job. I would be losing money on a per hour basis. It is a job I might normally refuse to do if I was stronger on all my other fronts. However, in these shoes I might be doing it too cheap, but it would provide me a couple more days to feed myself.
Sometimes that is the exact difference between making it through hard times and collapsing never to recover. Sure, I can listen to the RCMP Member who believes that he stands over me on the tax payer dime. I can walk a good hour or more in the rain draining my limited and damaged physical health, buy temporary "permits" to drive, and literally do the job for nothing.
I considered this this morning, however a friend made some promising remarks to me over the phone last night. Maybe if I held off for day, he would drop by the house and front a few thousand dollars. He is one of the few who might be willing and able if I commit to doing a few jobs that I might really not want to do in return.
I left the house deciding to walk to the corner store. It might be good for me to walk my childhood grounds. It's a fair walk. It is just over a Kilometre in each direction, it's raining. Just as I approach the main four lane road from a cross street a PMPD vehicle crosses my path. I just looked at the car and grinned. What else am I going to do?
I was going to note a timestamp in Facebook, but it didn't matter. It was 11:23am. He puts his blinker on and pulls into parking lot that I am about to cross the street and walk into. He parks nearest to where I would be walking, thus forcing me into a close proximity with his car. It's not rocket science where I am headed, it's the closest store by a long shot.
If I was important, this information regarding my habits would easily available through the history of things like Google Maps. Like many people I am carrying my personal Tracking Device. Oops, I mean my cell phone. Everyone is already tagged and traceable via their own free will. It's true.
The police must have meant something when they expressed an over-confidence that they could stay one step ahead of my person at all times. I take notes when I see things. When I look back with a fresh mind and I compare notes to other files I do not feel all that wrong for the things I believe that I see in real time.
As I cross the street the police officer goes into a businesses two doors over. Two doors over from the door in the same building that I am about to walk into. He goes into a foreign Donair place with food that is only so so in quality. I go into the corner store, I am in there not even five minutes, I come back outside and he's outside.
He has his back turned to me and he his playing with his phone. He's either waiting for food, or he's bluffing me. I walk away and just as I am leaving the parking lot stepping off the sidewalk to cross the four lane road once again, I have to stop and wait for another PMPD who just crosses my path in that same instance.
Coincidence, or consequence of words elsewhere?
I cross the street, I am now out of view. I hear a car engine start. I look back, I can see the first police car through a wooden fence. Sure enough, he is back in his car, his engine is now running, freshly started, his lights are on. As I walked home I wondered if I had left the house without my Tracking Device if any of this would have transpired.
Plausible Deniability. He's just getting an early lunch. For over a decade I have wanted a lead lined box so I could turn my phone off and place it inside. Lead lined to kill the radio transmissions. Lead lined to kill the tracking capabilities. Of course, if I am to believe some conspiracy theorists, when they swabbed me for COVID-19, they inserted "nano" tracking devices.
Anyways, I just wanted to make a note. If they were tracking me, it just shows what absolute failure government intents really are. This is a complete waste of money *if* the government actually had honest, noble intents. At least in my view. I feel that they do not, otherwise I would have found far more reception and far more assistance in my desires to better the 'System'.
It's very easy for me to assume that the police are keeping a presence in regards to my person as action speaks louder than words. This could be pissed off police themselves, directions from superiors, the Mayor even, the Crown Office, the Court Justices, or even the Attorney General, or really anybody looking to protect their most important objectives.
I asked a foreign girlfriend to listen to dialogue regarding the latest events. She is not from a culture that is so feminized. She is not from a place full of such political bullshit. Everyone knows what sex they are were she is from. There are no liberal fraudulent twats. She says that it doesn't sound like 'Officials' care about me or my existence. I tend to feel that she is right.
At home I take a nap, my life is deferred until I talk to my friend. He wanted me to call him in the afternoon after he had a chance to think about unfucking my situation. He's not available. He is going through a divorce. He has all sorts of problems. He could easily slip me a few thousand bucks, which I do and do not really want. I do not want personal debt.
Again, he is going through a divorce. He has a business that brings in a lot of money and it is worth a fair chunk of cash. He has a house that is worth a fair chunk of cash. His wife wants to dispose of him and take all the cash. He is likely strapped from assisting at the moment and that's why he hasn't called back. Formerly if I recall, he would likely ask his wife to get the money ready.
So here he is now with a wife that wants to dispose of him and keep everything to herself. I find it really sad. Here is the kicker. Within three months of leaving his home to sleep elsewhere at the start of the divorce, a police officer moves in - sleeping in his bed, sleeping with his wife, sleeping in his home.
A 'respectable' police officer.
“You must not covet your neighbour’s house. You must not covet your neighbour’s wife, male or female servant, ox or donkey, or anything else that belongs to your neighbour.”
https://biblehub.com/exodus/20-17.htm
Just like the people involved in trying to take my life.. what part of DO NOT COVET do these people not understand?
This entire system is just an Extortion Racket
It hit me while I was phoning my friend after just walking from a nap, that this entire system is just an extortion racket. Everyone in the System is literally just protecting their own little corruptible power structures. None of this has anything do with actual Justice. None of it. Not in my eyes.