Agreed to under duress of course. Nothing can be fair and balanced. Speaking of which, when the Criminal Duty Counsel asked if I would agree, my impression was only until the Hearing. I am not faulting him, he's a middle guy, it's all a sham, he's just doing his thing the best he can.

Condition 1: Seems like Cruel and Unusual Punishment. All they have to do is not answer the phone and I am in Breech if I do not sit on the phone like an idiot. Obviously that will not be the case, I will make reasonable attempts, but I am not destroying my limited health which is exactly what Bail does. For other people it might be fine, it's just enough of a cripple to completely wipe out my ability to gain and maintain flow at work. I am not like others, I am extremely crippled in this position and my success lays in my ability to ebb and flow with the natural rhythms dictated by the jobs. The moment I am impaired by the stupidity of bureaucracy, everything falls apart. These people behind desks do not get it. If I am not 100% free to do whatever I need work wise.. everything falls apart. My trade does not work like other trades.

Condition 2: Standard and Redundant. This kind of thing is almost to belittle. It's not, but I take it that way. They have all this information already, it will not change.

Condition 3: The deck of course is stacked. Naturally, the people who have coerced and elderly citizen into murdering her own son for unjust enrichment, the people who have committed perjury and narrated false truths, the people who have failed to live up to their Obligations and Duties as a Canadian Citizens, they can have all the contact with the person they formerly stated I was co-dependent with, but not I. I read through files, all I see is manipulation. It is so obvious. It is so obvious I could swear that is why I could hear the police laughing in the background of recorded testimony. It was even obvious to my bank when I pulled my records. My bank even told me what the games were. They knew.

Condition 4: I am not to go upstairs in my home that would not be here if not for me. I am not to go upstairs in my home that my mother told me is hers and mine. I am not go upstairs when both my mother I could always walk freely throughout this house, which only changed as my sister crashed in here and started dictating control. Telling me where I could and could not go. Everything the legal system throws at me is about as backwards as can be. I didn't stay here and keep my parents afloat only in the basement, but the entire house. The insult here is completely outrageous. There were no problems until my sister decided to take over the house with my oldest brother helping her. He's a guy that would loot through this house for things to steal and sell on Ebay. I caught him red handed stealing my stuff. So by court order I am cut off from my father's ashes, my grandmother's ashes, things mother and I commonly shared prior to all of this insanity. We shared things and helped each other in redundancy. It really helps ease burdens. Also, going upstairs is very important to my memory, to my soul, to my core as a person. This is my Church and while I can easily respect my mother as long it is actually my mother requesting,.... which this is clearly not my mother. I know that for a fact. You people are doing nothing but fucking up my family at the request of members with ill intent. Intent that nearly killed me multiple times.

Condition 5: is probably the most insulting. These locks are currently inverted. My mother can go where ever she wants in this house. I could always go where ever I wanted in this house. Those locks were installed to give me sanity from my siblings. They were installed so that I would have some base security from my siblings looting through my belongings, or forcing me to leave my home, like they did the night before my father's funeral. They took over the house and literally forced me to leave the night before my father's funeral. They often would enjoy themselves in violating my privacy and finding ways to put me down, or instill themselves in my life. Those locks are facing the wrong direction by Court Order. That is a total insult and very dangerous to me for many reasons. When I nearly committed suicide and everyone knew I was going to do that, I turned the locks the way they are Court Ordered to face right now. When you are planning on committing suicide you do not think straight, you do things. I turned them the way that they are now so that my mother could lock the police and investigators out from upstairs thinking that there would be an investigation. I did this for her protection. I thought if they were turned the way they are now, it would give her a sense of privacy from strangers rooting through the house. So the bottom line here is the Courts, under my "Family's" misrepresentations, have ordered those locks to be in a SUICIDE POSITION.

That is not good for my health.

Neither is it good for my health to have people who tried to kill me and deny me the right to live... free access at their control to my belongings. It was more than enough to come home and note they packed up whatever they felt was mine, deciding for themselves what I was allotted to have. It really does not get more disgusting than that. My cousin Mark Berladyn said it right. No more Mr. Nice-guy, fight fight fight he said. They are going to be sick and nasty. Sure enough they are. My cat is dead. I believe what my mother told me. I can easily see what had happened there. The cat made her happy. It reminded her of me. It had to go. Now it is replaced by a dog, granting them an excuse to come over and work my mother, keep tabs, keep control, etc. It really is that sick and disgusting. They are fully capable of it. It's actually their style.

Anyways, I am my Father's Son. This is my home. This is my Church and I will go along for the moment, but everything the State dictates is completely backwards and it is very hurtful, very damaging to my over all well-being. It is actually complete and utter bullshit. The police are pieces of shit. They really are. Their only concern is that they can bust in here at their will and dictate what goes on in my home. You people are all pieces of fucking shit. You go on television and state what a great job the "Mental Health Officer" had done bullying a person who was bullied into suicide right out into the streets to basically lose everything important to him and commit suicide. I am the one who was bullied since I was young, not them. You people are criminals.

The above image is me for most of my life. Ten-fold.