Systematic Failure. After all that wasted energy that I am too sick to write about, something I have already written elsewhere: "You need to come back Monday and see the Manager".

Feeling a pounding headache and feeling like I am going to just implode for good this morning as there's really just no chance of survival here. The chain reaction of perpetuation damage is just simply too much. I decide Ok, here you can have what you want. I will return again and allow your manager to phone on my behalf. I walk in there: "it's the managers day off today".

The amount of thought that runs through my mind. The amount I see all around me by everyone, it is so great that I cannot to type something here to express the severity to a reader of the incompetence. I am just literally murdered by multiple angles at once. People take so much for granted it is just unbelievable. Just absolutely careless.

I generally have problems in life because I want to do everything myself in a world where everyone wants me to depend on someone else who always fails me. If you want a job done right do it yourself. If you want to do it yourself without impedance, do not tell anyone what you are doing otherwise they shove their hands in your business and destroy it.