I just walked into my home and I want to put a short note up here. There was so much I wanted to write and say over the last several days, but it'll just have to wait until I gather myself.

1.) I am pleased to see the house was not destroyed. I can tell that you were in here, but at the same time perhaps the "invasion of privacy and sovereignty" was not as bad as I was fearing. It's funny, the thoughts a person has... why didn't I vacuum the other day, why did I clean up that stuff over there, etc. Unannounced guests, they make you feel that way. I would feel a lot more comfortable if I knew was the RCMP that went through the house and not the Port Moody Police, it's nothing personal guys... but I guess it is. The RCMP although they are not perfect they have managed to retain and keep my respect. Those out front that I came out to at 2:00am or whatever time that was... A+. Awesome guys. I wish I could hit the words right on the head, but you guys had CANADA written all over you - and you were awesome (given the situation). I respect you 100%. I did however feel duped to land in a PMPD car which maybe I will write about later another time.

As far my mother goes, at least we are exchanging words and we are on the same page. Thank you for that. We've both been quiet towards each other since PMPD pulled the stupidity they did last year. She's not happy. You guys broke a picture frame of hers, left her clothes all over the floor and tracked dirt all through the house. I have not looked at everything, but it feels "forgiveable", especially if it was the RCMP. I would really like to drop the attitude towards PMPD quite honestly.. however I find that really hard to do for very good sound reasons. At least I probably should just lay low for a few days, assess myself - and work on my relationship with my own mother, that is if my siblings who started all this mess years ago will allow me to do that without turning the knife. It is absolutely Criminal the stuff I have been through.

The hospital and the trip there, I could write about that too... police aside, what a joke the doctors are. They just instantly extend "professional" courtesy to police without even a thought, they are idiots: "Speak to the Judge" (moron). I should differentiate between nurses and doctors, but for simplicity sake you are fucking idiots. Realistically you all violated my person. Totally violated me. My "Primary Doctor is God" IE: Truth, who the fuck do you think over-riding medical concerns that you know nothing about? You really do act the "Medical Mafia". This System could be so improved and I get why so many do not want to improve it. They would have to RESPECT people instead of just powering over them like machine minions. That might take work.

Psychiatry, as much of a fraud that I tend to believe that "profession" is.. I actually have something good to say. Surprising. It pains me to say this for the fact I might jinx my own perspective, or that I might read a report one day that changes my opinion, but out of the twenty or so psychiatrists that I have seen... you are the best hands down. No comparison. You get top marks from me without a complaint, quite honesty that is quite the feat. Usually I see something that I do not like, but honestly if there was a report card to give out, I'd give you 100% Dr. C*****, A+.

My phone just rang, and I noted there was messages from the RCMP on this site. THANK YOU. I am sorry I did not see it during... guys look... my neighbours are 80 years old. They are original owners like we are. They've been here longer than most of you have been alive. You guys were getting your diapers changed while everyone that lives here was enjoying nice peaceful happy lives right here on this street. Fast forward fifty years, you got dogs out front, flipping the sirens on and off for hours, flashing lights.. standing on property that you should not be standing without permission, there's just so much that can be said.. and banging on the glass here? Holy @#$%... This is personal museum, to me this RELIGIOUS GROUNDS, you have no idea how personal it is to me. Irreplaceable. You seem like half decent guy #87, but that was reckless stupidity. PMPD you really do need to learn from the RCMP, they *EARN* their RESPECT and I am very happy to give it.

As for you Sam, I beat myself up a bit thinking I should give you an apology and just take the blunt of any fault, but if I can gather and write some things there are valid reasons for the way I responded. If the lady on the phone is to be believed, I don't think she was just agreeing to be agreeable... you people nearly killed me multiple times, you put me through things that no one should ever have to go through for doing what is RIGHT, then to come here and demand I speak to you at your leisure, on your clock, at your convenience.... the amount of damage you have already done to my life and I look to forgive it and seek to better the world for everyone while no cares enough to respond... fuck me. I could probably go on for hours, but I won't... but I will tell you that I bet my client was pissed. The guy was rolling his aircraft out of it's hanger so that I could go to work and do job for him... and that just cost me $1500... you bums get paid regardless.. I have no idea what I have lost in income from your fuck ups, $300,000 or $400,000, I have no idea. Most people would be angrier than I am. I am lucky to be alive, but I am not even sure that I am lucky because it's more painful than ever to operate and piece myself back-together after literally having life implode.

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