I will probably eventually put something else here, or at least continually edit, but what a morning for me.  If I would have came here and hammered out my all of my immediate thoughts, and if I was able to... wow.  Those words and thoughts are all gone, the knife is no longer hot, but it might have read as a very powerful message.  Perhaps just powerful to me as my emotions where over-extended and the desire to pump out much detail over a wide spectrum of topics were affecting me very deeply inside.  While, as you will read, I was prevented from doing due to having to chase a cheque this morning.  I only had three hours sleep.  I likely would have never gotten everything out anyhow.  There's just too much.  There really is.

This is just a temporary post I think.  I am just placing this here so friends know that I am banned once they start realising that I am not posting. They were forewarned already. My account was already acting strange prior.  Personally I think this is beyond criminal, murderously criminal, but really everything is.  The police are crooked, the doctors are crooked, the social workers are crooked, the lawyers are crooked, the prosecutors are crooked, the judges I would just prefer not to say such, but every single thing is crooked.  Everything.  Politicians (and that is common perception), I don't even trust the Librarian, never mind the General Public.  I tend to trust people who actually physically work - but that is hit and miss too.  You find much honesty in people who actually work.  Probably because they cannot cheat and they learn what it means to have integrity.  All the paper pushers, they just excuse themselves for their failures and bury it in lies.  They short themselves when they do that.  They really honestly do.  It is a good feeling to have integrity.

I had to tell someone this morning just how honest I am in order to get paid for work performed.  He was attempting abuse the power he thought he had over me for whatever personal purpose and I just told him flat out what I will do.  I let him decide what was best for him. It wasn't easy, but after some time I soon had my cheque for the exact amount of our agreement on the day he was to pay me (today). That was all I wanted from him.  Just be honest, keep your word, and don't play games.  It's too bad that it came to such.  Anyways I am tired, I am drained and Facebook really crippled my ability to manage at one of the worst times here.  There's just way too much to write.   I would have been better to have pruned my feed from things I find negative.  Which I do try to do.  Unfortunately I was banned over a very old follow that I rarely ever see.   I commented to a politician named Dennis Kucinich.  He has actually replied directly to me in the past.  He has attempted to run for the United States Presidency and of course his followers began replying to me.

It just ended up as an excuse to ban me.  An excuse perhaps used to silence me over other issues.  People have done far worse to me.  I think it is completely corrupt personally.  I really do.  It's just a control mechanism.  Quite honestly I never spoke like I do at times now.   I never spoke like this before I had gone through all the things I did over the last few years.  Never mind speaking like this publicly.  Then if you consider Facebook allotting "extra" rights to other individuals, allotting special rights, they themselves have brought this out of me.  I have degraded.  It is intentional corruption.  Political steerage.   Facebook, they actually cover up murder / suicide in their actions.  I would love to explain, I am just drained.

Facebook could easily watch someone like me, then push me over just as I reach out for help.  They could very easily watch someone, know exactly when they are vulnerable, then help push them over the edge while cutting off their communications hiding the reality from everyone who might help that person.  They very easily could have watched my feed like certain friends get to do and know exactly when to hit me.  Right now is the perfect time to hit me.  As I lose all communications and assistance no one will even know.  They know when my phones cut off, this website, my overall mindset, fiscal health, drivers, everything.  Then they do this as I am reaching out to the Canadian Crown.  They are aiding and abetting the cover up of injustice.

Possibly even assisting driving someone into suicide by cutting off their support structure, earnings, associations, assistance, etc.  It is insane that this is accepted.  Facebook is not even consistent.  I do not have time this morning as there are too many things for me to deal with, but they - might - have cited one reason for being at fault in this violation of my Natural Rights, then changed the reason, then brought it back to this reason.  Screenshots do wonders, I just do not have time.

For the record I knew when I typed the words "fag" and "queer" that I did not really want to use them. I do not like terms such as "domestic partnership" and in my state of mind I just...  I simply had.. I cannot even think of the word/reason describing it... but it was 'mental health' at the moment.  I am and I was especially at the time burdened with too much bullshit.  Plus..  I only had three hours sleep and my emotions were being - pulled - as someone was trying to string me along, deny payment, while I am trying to secure more work from another guy who did not reply when said he would.  As my vehicle insurance runs out, as every problem leads into another, just as all these problems were from a previous, and the continued chain... the stress of attempting not to be forced into decisions and the control of others, the stress of attempting to avoid submission to entities for the wrong reasons... Banking, I do not even have a bank at the moment and whether I trust one again is... these are all things I do not want to be forced into.

Meanwhile, I have barely been eating.  In December, it was over a week before I had any food.  Coffee, Smokes, they helped by suppressing appetite, but I have lost weight.  I was only able to eat on Christmas Day because a friend invited me.  Actually, that particular day I had money to eat.  Money from the same friend.  The day before, Christmas Eve, it was filled with complaints from someone over giving me a cheque on my first day of work just so that I may afford fuel to continue working for him.  My phones will drop because there's not even money to pay the bills, this website is under threat.  This website was literally life and death to keep running while I was homeless.  It my most important expense and it likely still is truthfully. I cannot even afford coffee and cigarettes.  If that happens there goes my mind... and yet I still want to better the world.

Meanwhile Facebook claims the most important thing regarding my communications with government, associates, friends, peers, and people that can actually help me from responding in any drastic manner, is whether I use the words fag and queer inappropriately (as per their view).  At least they now give me the exact words, were prior they would not.  I would get a small clip and be unable to view the provided link to "read more".   I have other screenshots that contradict this excuse to ban me.  One is posted above.  Screenshots are your friend.  So why are they really banning me?

Communist Standards and Hate Speech huh Facebook?  What I think you really mean, is that you hate my speech, thus you try to stamp it out completely and I along with it.  I woke up on the morning of New Years Day thinking of death, and I felt fairly bleak in outlook which why I just left three periods (... ) as a comment, and a follow up, on HRH Prince Charles New Years Day post.  Go look.

And I still have to work on Typos... and remembering to - Like - a post before I capture the screen.