Once more there is a million things I could be posting here. Even more so, things I could be doing right now today to correct an immediate impending problem, but I am just too tired today. I had a sleepless night several nights ago and I just haven't really come to a full reset yet. It always takes me several days to recover. Today I slept in and began catching up, only to begin feeling just how tired I really am.
Music is something I had intentionally delayed personally choosing to embrace when I was younger. Exact genres, artists and messages I mean. I was slow and careful, even in what I did listen to when adopting the tastes of my peerage. Music is such an influential force that it really can steer a persons direction in life. The wrong influences and person may end up going down a path that they should have never have taken, the right influence and.. well, they might just find themselves heading in the right direction.
Rachel Platten
Not too long ago I was posting one of her video's several times to the top of the world. I felt it made such a great theme song for the people involved and the History that they were currently embarking on.
This song here, one of which I might have previously heard elsewhere in the background of life, is one that I am just now truly able to pay attention to and absorb. I wish I had the words, but I find it to be a very powerful song. One that perhaps even embraces the true role of womanhood. The true role of a woman in regards to her other half, her man; Mankind. Maybe I am a little bit off my intended mark in my words. I am not quite sure as I am still tired. The exhaustion within me is still slowly dissipating. In watching the video I noted the date of it's release:
November 6th, 2015
That was a significant date for me right in the beginning of a three week period from November 1st to November 21st, 2015. One where I was tripped into such stresses that those around me, and even I myself, thought I might just literally drop dead from the situation induced by people who should have been conducting themselves in the exact manner that this song describes. Perhaps even one person in particular, the person who promised me she would look after me if I would just continue to support her and save her life from it's impending implosion. I don't particularly blame her however. It is just a complicated human dynamic that has very natural roots, and that is exactly what brought this into happening by what is nothing more than mere fate. External dynamics of compounding butterfly effects conducted over many years.
I understand it, but I am not sure if I can write it properly today. I am not even sure I am writing here exactly what I had originally intended to. There are just so many ways to make use of so many given opportunities and I do not always hit the mark I intend. Anyways, I like this song, I find it to be rather powerful. I just thanked Rachel Platten for her music, whether she reads that or not, I definitely will be paying more attention to her. I am convinced the last famous woman I had thanked had actually replied to me. She sent a message saying thank you for doing what I had done with my thoughts towards her. Actually, make that two very famous women, as another did so too. I am probably going to fail the same outcome here, but you never know.. maybe three times lucky?
What do you say Rachel?
P.S. - It's really not my intent in posting to receive any sort of personal gain. I am just tired and emotionally drained today, but I should let you know that two of my very first girlfriends were named Rachel. True Story. One of them, was Rachel P. I even have the Birthday Card from her to prove it.
Family photo with Her Majesty the Queen, the Prince of Wales, NATO Secretary General Jens Stoltenberg and NATO Heads of State and/or Government
Fight Song
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