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[I'll update this later, I am too washed out]
There is much I could post here, like how good felt it to go work yesterday. It felt good even if once again, I am dealing dis-organisation, dis-orientation, bottom of the barrel jobs, missing and damaged tools. For me, re-starting the core is the most important part, re-starting the pride that drives, re-starting the momentum. Here I am right off the batt spending $70 to make how much do not know even know . I never discussed it and I do not care. Most people probably would not comprehend Artisanship and the damage done to some like me, someone who operates on pride with high standards, someone who bleeds with every unnecessary loss.
There's lots I could post here. Like how I feel clearer just in walking away and plotting the only route that makes sense to me. I know my own truth, that's what matters to me. This video has been playing in the background as I slowly begin some spring cleaning which also helps me begin to heal. I thought I may as well post it. Someday I will give it an honest listen to. I have a feeling it restates much of what I have read elsewhere, even some personal theorum.