I just reviewing my latest visitors and I noted you here again. I had said to myself, Ok... what is going on?
I just reviewing my latest visitors and I noted you here again. I had said to myself, Ok... what is going on? Then it dawned on me that it is likely my Autoplan. I assume that it is. One of the reasons that I was upset about getting arrested in late Summer, just five months ago or so, was the additional damage that that alone was going to cause. As it was, I had just reached base level of autonomy and I slowly pulling everything together. I figured if I was lucky I had just enough to time to sort out my situation work-wise to get up and running strong enough to beat the December/Christmas lull. Getting arrested and released blew apart all of that apart. The meager bits of forward momentum that I had had gone and it set me back two months. If I can recall my thinking in October, that was my analysis. Two months and likely my ability to float through December without financial issue. I am only on the second larger type job. I probably need to do four or five of these larger type jobs, cycling through them, before I have enough of me together where I can gain some true command over my work. Discipline, routine, confidence, structure, organization, the staying ahead of the onsite demands instead of falling just behind them. Just rebuilding the muscle alone without proper money for good food on demand is crippling. It is the littlest of things.
Anyways, I had wanted to pay my best friend back with this cheque. He has a family, a wife and little kids, it is a good chunk of money. However, since losing my regained status with auto-plan was unavoidable, I am just going to clear that debt with you. That will be in a week, maybe two, depending how long it takes me to get the cheque. I will pay that one out completely. Service charges and any bullshit is just going to piss me off and polarize me. I do not want commit to any words, but I am at the point where I just do not care anymore. I am trying to roll back that attitude, but when the law does not care about you - you tend not to care about the law. I am just a worker ant. I make an honest living with my hands. I do not cheat. I do not steal. I just work and I only get paid for what I actually do. Laws, policies, regulations, bureaucracy.. it's not going to stop me regardless. I will just keep rolling forward, with or without bureaucratic laws on my side. The only thing any of that stuff will do it permanently cease any operations. Deep inside I already know my answers. As an innocent person who literally had done nothing wrong, I am finished arguing with corrupt entities. At you will be paid with this one before court. Before they have a chance burden me with more useless bureaucratic bullshit that serves absolutely nobody worthwhile.
Thank you for you patience. It is appreciated.
Unrelated to TD Bank, but related to my Autoplan, at some point I hope to have the energy and resolve to write ICBC. They cheated me out of my Roadstar. There is not a part of my life that this legal fraud dumped on my person has not negatively affected. I swear.