Working on Thanksgiving.  It must be a Stat Holiday for you good people, no?  I say good people because aside from withholding my $8000 when I absolutely needed it to keep nose up, you've been good to me.  At least that is the way I have chosen to see it.  You withheld roughly $2000 and gave me my money six or seven months late, but hey... could have been worse.  The last time I tried logging in I could not log in.  The paper work to do so was stolen.  Even though I have all the proof if I had had the time and health to put it all together, no one one wants to help me with that (RCMP).  What do you want me to do?  If it is not one entity it is another.

I did receive your pleasant voicemail several months ago now.  It wasn't appropriate at the time to call you back.  Aside from the legal situation, aside my health...  I literally had just got in off of living on the streets.  You must have a check box for guys like me?  Murdered by the State?  Deceased?  Gen(der)cided?  Literally, there is nothing I can do in regards to the situation at the moment.  Today here I am registering yet another cell phone number.  Another one.  Anyone who wanted to phone me for repeat work cannot.  I am starting from scratch again.  I have no money.  I have no credit.  I have had to borrow more money just to get myself back together and to be able to operate.  My tools are damaged.  I am still without a good chunk of them and I haven't even truly worked in over a year.

Realistically, I haven't worked properly in three years.  I haven't done any high production work in at least five years.  I am not going to be pulling in the cash anytime soon.  Furthermore, when and if I do, there's a lot of things to be straightened out with a lot of people.  This is all short term stuff too.  I do not even want to think about long term at the moment because even if I could pull out of all of this without further damages by this moronic system where am I left long term?  Just to fall apart and go through it all again?  Just because of some moron cops, inept 'mental health' workers and a corrupt broken judicial system?  All things that no one has any will to actually improve?

I am not going to sweat about you Canada Revenue Agency.  What would be the point?  If I concentrate too much on you someone else will smack me.  I do not even want to list them all, but I try to keep mental note of everyone.  I feel this is all going repeat.  As each entity derails me I cannot do the things I need to do to pull out of my situation let alone find self-sufficiency.  Like a cruel joke.  We will see over the next few days who else wants to cause more waves.  I either go to work on a job I really do not want to do or pull out, not make enough money to get by, just to have some dumb cunt who thinks she has the right to dictate pain and misery onto a victim keeping him down because of a piece of paper.  Of course, that might not happen.  I do not know.

I love it.  All these geniuses claiming the right to...  while preventing you from...  then claiming you can just...  when they do not even allow you enough space to gather your real thoughts and to put your mind where it needs to be.  I would have never have thought things in Canada where so pathetic.  One day I will find the means to log in as time, health and reality permits.  Likely I have to make phone calls and that is the last thing I want to be doing.  I am in no rush as there are more primary issues to deal with, but thank you drawing this to my attention.  I was wondering.   For the record, I did just catch up on reading thirty months of mail last week.  Nothing is moving too fast, especially with no money.  I cannot even organize the way I would like to, but this is the best I have it in three years.  Again, thank you for the note.