Well, what should I say? I have a terrible headache. There has been so much I have wanted to say that I am now paralysed. At least temporarily as there have been too many setbacks. I am now unintentionally prolonging my own course of action.
Where does one start when Government 'Services' continually bury a person in issue after issue after issue? If any of them have their way they will just give me more issues, compounding the situation even further. As if not being able to pull my life together, not being able to return to working, not being able to function independently is not enough. The absolute failures over the last three years just blow my mind. What an incredibly obtuse self-centered bunch of elitist systematic 'educated morons'. Here they have had someone for three years wanting to properly, truthfully and efficiently resolve a situation and all they do is give him more problems.
The last thing I need to be doing is spending time that I do not have to recover my life on rallying the support to tell the Crown Administrative Counsel and the Criminal Justice System that all of this is not in the public interest. I appreciate the RCMP for emailing rather than any other action, but each of those emails consumed a day. They consumed a day while I am struggling to obtain the resources necessary to keep functioning and do what I have determined I need to do. Then there is the Port Moody Police. Their actions have dumped some new tasks on my plate, but really there is so much I want to say in response that I am just overwhelmed. Stay away from me. You are too corrupt and too stupid.
Realistically, I have already been murdered and there is no recovery. I am not threatening, I am just saying it the way it really is. You have cost me too much internal damage. To much internal damage after I already took years of too much internal damage. I have already ascertained the other week that if you morons want to arrest me and put me through all of that unwarranted bullshit again - it will be over. There will not even be what there is for me now. The will to at least hang around and possibly find a way through this situation. It's too bad I have to distract myself to gain enough health to function. I can post away on Facebook, but I cannot concentrate my energy into viable ways of writing my way out of this without having my internal health implode from all the bullshit incurred.
If you people had any brains the first thing that would happen is the dropping of all Charges, Conditions and the Arrest Warrant. Of course, things have been like this since day one. There was no care in December was there? If did manage to kill myself in January where would things be? Just filed aside, case closed? Next? I cannot help but see the whole lot of you as criminals. Each and everyone of you making your living like vultures consuming the carcass of a Canadian who did nothing wrong. The Charges are so important to you all that you just throw them aside for your own convenience at will, but if you kill me by unjustly denying me the right to life while enriching those who do not deserve it - oh well. You have made a complete mockery of Justice, Healthcare and 'Service'.