You know, I am tired. It is 12:26pm here. The Royal Family, their Youtube feed pops up in the lower right of my screen when there is new video. This is nine hours old as the listing states on YouTube. Sitting there through much of my interaction tonight. I tried watching it some time ago. There is no audio to be heard. It was disappointing that my computer is not outputting any audio.
What is also disappointing was that I could have done something like followed through the with the crazy idea of creating an audio address. I wonder if people think I have lost my mind? I do not think I have, I am just against the odds it seems. Now at this point, I am very very tired and against the odds. I am not even keeping my mind towards Evidence I can use and how to Present it. I have asked friends to look up things I need. It is all on the internet but they probably think... well who knows?
I do not usually unfriend people from Facebook nor Delete comments. Not unless I feel I made a mistake in adding some stranger I do not know. I just deleted and unfriended someone because she could not respect the fact that I did not want her opinions overlaid on top of my Truth inside my own Being less than 100 hours before Court. That is exactly what caused me to not answer a question from the Judge two years ago. A question that was very important to me. Before hand it was everything I could do to bring that before the Judge. I mean everything like you could not imagine.
The Judge asked me on the stand, the evidence I was to put forth was right there. All I had to do was say 'YES the evidence is right there' and point. Someone else had wanted to prove how smart they were, that was more important than my Truth to my own Case defining my own Life. Their garbage data sat on top of my Truth inside my own Vessel and I never spoke for fear I would Express what was overlaid on top of my own Truth. I was Speechless and very upset about that for a very long time. I still am actually.
I have just unfriended someone who was rather active on my Facebook Account. She just could not respect my wishes to stop advising and offering opinions that were no good. No matter how clear I was she had had to have the last word over what was good for me. She actually changed my Core by what she had said in her last comment. This after over and over again asking her not to reply. Not to do this explaining the reasons very clearly. She just had to have the last word for her own interests. I gave her every opportunity and she was not only wasting my precious time and energy, she finally mixed up my Core. Exactly what I did not want less than 100 hours before Trial, especially this tired. Be Gone Woman!( A bad day to do this? )
I had no other Choice as she was no Friend of Mine. Maybe I will get a chance to share the Exact Words someday, maybe not. Anyways perhaps this all bad to share, especially here on the Queen's Birthday. When I had started this post with the above video, typing away, I intended to put the next video released as of six hours ago at the end. I sure hope this is not disrespectful. These words mixed in between. I am becoming lost. I cannot Listen to the Audio of this next video either.
How am I ever going to pull this off when in this shape? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jdtIj5yRdOEI would have much rather expressed and shared my thoughts on the Beauty of a Woman, both inside and out. As per my thoughts on the Australian Women Cricket Team arriving in London. Her Majesty the Queen! Oh my I thought. However a woman's true Beauty comes from the inside. At least, that is if she ( I've lost my thoughts again ).
As posted to my Facebook Friends. I did not quite capture my own thoughts quite as accurately as I intended but nonetheless.
https://www.facebook.com/omerkhan78/videos/10154455398536541/?t=42I decided that I must take a moment to watch this. With my tracks of thought... I do not know if any of you are following me thinking that I am crazy, but my initial thoughts where...
Her Majesty the Queen - oh my...
Then I thought: No wonder she plays the role she does.
The second time around seeing this go through my feed and I am thinking that I would be doing my friends and injustice not share in one God's glorious works. The beauty of a woman can have amazing effects..
Of course, the best parts of a woman are not always present in her physical beauty, but in her... ( I am too tired ). I often find a woman who knows how to be a woman on the inside much more appealing. Maybe not one who knows, but one who just is.
