I have a sickening feeling about my lawyer, I cannot process all the information to know but my elation is gone and replaced will an ill feeling.  He should have walked away when I said he was dismissed and he should have given me every document he has ever received on behalf of my person.  He was to bring that today.  I know he...

He was not representing the Judge, he is not representing the Prosecutor, he was to represent my wishes and that he did NOT do.  I have this sickening feeling because whether any of them realize it or not that little game they all played, might have just cost me my biological life.  Even the Judge, she was the one who told me what the outcome would be upon my arraignment ten months ago.  At that outcome, I die.  My contacts are very blurry.

What are the three of them going to do, go after my family and kill all of them too?  This is ridiculous.

This IP is recent, post is an accurate timestamp.  My lawyers offices are not far from there.