I apologize,

You probably didn’t deserve that email, or what I wrote elsewhere.  For the life of me I cannot get what I need.  Salvation Army, a Federally Designated Church refuses to allow me to work on their building in an honest fashion for work that absolve themselves of any responsibility by Contracting it out.  A Partner of Corrections Canada.  People can deal drugs and stolen property there, hey no problem, but allow me to make some honest cash so I can do what I need to do before court?  Nope, get out.

I land on a unemployed drunks couch, they spend all their money on beer and they are getting evicted.  They take issue that I was going to buy his 63 year old alcoholic girlfriend a package of smokes to repay her generosity while using her internet to see if my friend that I have not seen in twenty years would use me financially so that I can scrape a $100-200 dollars together before court, so that I can mentally function, well that just turns into me not being able to get free meals at the Salvation Army and the cycle continues, I am so cheap for him he keeps bugging me to keep helping him while I am literally at his mercy.  I am lucky for this.  Maybe I can a week to myself, nope.  Maybe three days, Nope.  Ok two days, and I am still without cash.

Those are just the main points, never mind drug addicts wanting to tell their life story and staying clean for two days, or just non stop.. bullshit.  All I can do is continually revamp my plans.  I was hoping to take one last shot at writing her Majesty the Queen and doing something never done before….  Finally, I am just putting my mind to that and you wrote, your email came in.  There’s not enough to time to write the very personal things I floating in my mind to share with her in what would be a letter that was too long.  I could never really write her with the proper quality of writing something like I intended to do would confer.

I just…  I do not think anyone realizes that this is actually MURDER.

Of course, there is that naïve part of me, that is so stupid that I believe it is all part of a plan to turn things the other way, to prove without a doubt that my family is not living up to their Responsibilities as Canadian Citizens.  That being to look after Family.  You know, I could have managed to write my website properly and point out all of the broken laws, your task would be simple, take it and present it.  Anyways, I have tried to keep my word by keeping anything identifiable away from your person.  I understand if I am not a client many lawyers would want, especially given..  but here’s the catch, I am not fighting for what is wrong, I am fighting for what is Right.

Anyways, I never intended on dismissing you unless I firmly felt I had it in the end, I never wanted a lawyer because I never trusted anyone and importantly, as I stated to Peter Ng (Administrative Crown Counsel), that I did not want to blame anyone.  I have done that today.  I apologize, but for me, it literally is State Sanctioned Death under FRAUDULENT information, what is presented is not true.  This is the State literally helping a Family kill one of their own and pretending that this is Justice served for a problem they caused.

You are not dismissed unless you quit, I just…  I am not accepting any other outcome than returning home, as anything else is Death, slow and torturous, or quick, easy and public.

Dan