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Alright, well I am completely washed out today. Yesterday I topped up my IP phone to put it back into service, but I mistakenly bought non refundable intercontinental minutes, rather than basic telephone service. It will now be another month before that phone is running. Unless of course I could find work within my means, which I finally found this morning. Work that will be good for my mental health, my pocket and all the parties involved.
Last night heading to bed and wanting to do laundry I became distracted by a man who took up a bed near me. It turns out that he was a certain kind of law enforcement, a special kind that I do not want to mention too much of. When the others heard him tell me who he was, they all scattered. I spent some time with him and he told me of his situation, it mirrored mine in some ways. I couldn't help but wonder if this was some kind of play, but in in end he is just another guy with some issues to work out. Nice guy. It was interesting hearing his freely shared thoughts on different places he's been. The point of all this, is that his distraction made me forget to do laundry and it triggered the drinking of two late night coffees. I am really really tired today.
Since I fouled paying my IP phone, I decided to replace the stolen SIM card and top up my cell phone. This was draining as the leftover money on the store bought prepaid visa was not there and now I have to check to see if the foreign customer service of the IP phone company took it. It is so expensive to be poor with no credit. The poor tax you pay everywhere you go in time and fees is completely disabling. Since I have a job, I should be good to go anyways but luckily I chose to be frugal, just in case. I'll finish topping up the account on the first of next month.
Next, off to the Bail Office. I am not happy to walk inside there all washed out and underslept, but at least I can get all this done and be back in time for lunch. I have no idea what to expect, but I do know that I left Denise a clear slate. This is the audio you hear. Leaving there, I had a lot of thoughts to put down and write, but now something has happened and this post is not coming out in writing like anything I intended.
The Salvation Army, a Federally designated Church, does not find it appropriate that I as a very capable ticked Tradesperson, take a temporary job working my trade in an honest fashion within my very limited means, tools supplied, for an insured Contractor renovating their building. Why do they not find it appropriate? Because I stay in their 'Emergency Nightly Shelter' as a homeless, unemployed, broke and destitute Client who will not financially make it until Court next month. This is not the first time their ridiculous policies of instilling dependency while protecting their bureaucracy has completely screwed me over.
That all might come in another post as they deserve it. As I said to him, this is exactly what is wrong with society, this type of bullshit. People do not know how to help people help themselves, but they sure know how to try and rule over them capitalizing on the power imbalance created in keeping people dependent. Enjoy your 'Canada Day' - 'Strong and Free'.Audio
0.07s - I realize that it is not comfortable for Denise, which is likely why she is not asking me into the meeting room for a chat as we formerly used to do. Now she wants quick and easy. I cannot say that I blame her in her personal desire but we all know why I do this. I have found that it is best to just ignore the fact that I am doing it and conduct business as usual.
0.14s - Nope. No tattoos. No piercings. No blue, green, pink, purple or orange hair. I might offend many people in stating this, but I tend to deem such as an outward expression of internal mental illness. What Denise is referring to is the recorder. This was a trial run of wearing it in my sock.
0.28s - Perhaps I should adjust my thinking and take this as a compliment. Denise does not report to me - "unfortunately". Perhaps she means that she would rather report to me as my aim is integrity and raising the bar for us all.
0.30s - She's uncomfortable and desires a quick exit. Nope. No signature Denise. You can clearly see that on your card as there is not a single one there in all those useless meetings. 0.33s - Dan: "Did you happen to fax Fraser Health a Referral From? " 0.38s - Denise: "Yes, it's actually the one I showed you and gave you a copy of." 0.42s - Dan: "Without permission?" 0.43s - Denise: "I have permission because it's Court Ordered." 0.47s - Dan: "So why would you ask me to sign the papers giving you permission?" 0.51s - Denise: "I didn't... Well... Because... I don't need permission to make a referral." 0.55s - Dan: "But you asked me to sign the papers before the referral was made?" 1.00s - Denise: "I think you are misunderstanding and mistaken. The referral was sent because it's Court Ordered, you did not give me permission to talk to them, you gave Corrine permission, I know you took the permission away and that's where we stand." 1.14s - Dan: "Whatever." ( I know she's not being truthful ) 1.14s - Denise: - unintelligible... 1.16s - Dan: "Say hi to FraserHealth, say hi to the Provincial Government, say hi to Ottawa, say hi to Montreal, say hi to New York because they are all listening. Thanks."She's lying again. She never gave me a "Copy". She gave me an original that was not completed in certain areas. Although I would have to have both copies side by side to compare, the one that Gloster had shown me was not the same. I realized this by memory after I wrote the last post on this subject. His faxed version was different than my Original... All three of you were in the Legal wrong and that is why I was assaulted over it.
I am drowning and you are playing games. Just be HONEST.
Just like pretended Mental Health..
Website Visitors from Yesterday
I seem to get a lot of hits mapped to golf courses. I had a laugh at this one, correctly located or not. Fraserhealth and a golf course.
The below also maps to the islands, on the coast. Depends on the lookup service I use.
I forgot to mention, the Internet Archive. You are now part of the Archives, which was another reason for my moving to the Internet, as a means of speaking to God; all Life, Current & Future.
If I do not get to have children, this may be one of my only means to attain some form of Eternal Life. Nearly dying a few years ago this and much more had come to me. We all have the chance at Eternal Life through our Genes by producing offspring, whereby they do the same. We do this both Individually and Collectively. Another means is simply to make a big splash in history and live on in other people's memories.
The internet somewhat affords us all an eternal history.
