From: Dan Berladyn <dberladyn@gmail.com>
Sent: February 26, 2018 9:17 AM
To: 'Hooton, Corrina PSSG:EX'
Subject: RE: Intensive Case Management Team
Hi Corrina,
It is literally impossible for me to do something as simple as fill out this form. This place, the people in it, the choices that the staff makes in allocating completely unstable people is unbelievable. It’s always the same story, a bunch of enabled drug addicts disturbing other peoples peace. Even write now as I write this, you wouldn’t believe the drama. It was peacefull when I started.
Anyways, I am not really sure these ICMT people are actually going to solve more problems for me than they create. These are likely the same people I see here helping other ‘clients’, routinely having meetings and discussing, justifying their jobs and if that is the case, they will complicate things for me even further. As it is, I have enough people pulling me down and wasting my time. Including the guy who I keep allotting energy to who tells me of all his business plans and his desire to hire me for things that never materialize, he makes money, he inflates his ego off of me coming here and I get left looking wondering why I kept allowing myself to be distracted the carrot on a stick. I know my answer, he’s way out, but if it doesn’t materialize, he is a colossal waste of time, just like walking to a bail office for no reason. Or like meeting with an ICMT worker who just wants to conduct meetings and talk about things they will never fully comprehend nor make any use of, just stirring up my own insides and taking me right off track of what I need to be doing.
It’s pretty simple. Even this place could have helped me a long time ago by moving me to the other side, where I would have a room, privacy and the ability to function to do what I need to do. I cannot even write tonight, I am tired and dazed, I do not have faith in these people, but I am moving forwards in the chance that they may actually be beneficial. That they may actually prove to be something viable.
Do you what? Just the fact that I cannot coherently write this email and function in here… Forensics had no business ditching me. When I left that office, the door was open. Maple Ridge Mental Health had no business ditching me. The Crown had no business taking on this case for the stupid cop who had no business helping my siblings unjustly enrich themselves and the judge had no business stating everything she said in the courtroom before any files were written and passed to her to read. This whole System is a Fraud. Everyone. They all serve THEMSELVES.
Thank you for your efforts, I wish I stated what I intended to. I am forwarding this file to YOU to forward to the ICMT team. It is going to be completely hit and miss in regards to my sleep, focus and energy in giving them their best opportunity and in return, I suppose the same for them. What I do not need is my energy wasted on people who do nothing.
Thank you,
Dan