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Perhaps I am a fool in this regard, but in terms of Justice, Mental Health and Corrections, I would tend to argue that Self-Interest is rather counterproductive to the Greater Truth and the Bigger Picture.

3:44s - So I will assume the answer means your desires to comfort and protect yourselves are more important than respecting the ability of a Canadian to protect him or herself from psychological abuse.   More important than the needs of a Canadian's Mental Health needs.  More important than standing in Truth behind your own actions.  More important than someone already crippled from defending themselves from communicating Truth.

Typical of everyone it seems.

I'd write more but I have another appointment.  By the way I am deflated from a lack of sleep, a lack of food, a lack of cigarettes, a lack of money and a lack of being able function through these matters appropriately.  I do not have my Office Equipment, nor... the means to ensure that I look after my own Interests.  I do not have any privacy, nor even a bed to sleep at will to catch up.

Sunday night I had three people wake me through the night.  One was a guy with nightmares verbalizing his troubles four feet from my head.  Another was a chronic drug user doing the funky chicken in his bed.  The third was a brain dead moron from all the drugs he had smoked throughout his life and who likely has lost much of  his hearing.  He seemed to think asking him to tone it down in the middle of the night was an invite to come near my bed and engage in very loud conversation.  He literally has no volume down button.

The next night trying to wind down and get a good night's sleep at bedtime results in three other drug users loudly rummaging through their belongings and going over their issues huddled around a bed beside mine and then them having the gall to complain because I coughed into my hand.  This soon erupted into threats asking me to go outside to fight over it while more comments came in from unstable guests across the sleeping area until staff caught up to the situation.  Staff.  I was called a rat for telling the others to file their complaints there with Staff rather than attempting to do so directly with me.

Of course the next day, meeting my lawyer, I miss my lunch and my dinner, while I ride around on Translink for free like the bum I have been made into.  These are just small parts of everyday realities of my situation.  It is tiring.  Just as is scrounging for random internet access.  It's tiring.

I do have to look into my nightly arrangements, but they do expect that I will stay there until Court.  That much was discussed.  Opportunities always can arise in the mean time and not wanting to say this opportunities are tentatively in the works as of this moment.  Stating so much is always a jinx so...  I just ruined my ability to..

Questions from the Bail Office, my mind always wonders for what kinds of controlling purposes...