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It is not always easy to select a quote or a meme that I like for a post.
Maybe the less I attempt to say the better. What I write doesn't always line up with the entirety of my thoughts. Sometimes I actually miss them all together. My thoughts below haven't really lined up with what I intended to write. What I intended to write was hindered by the atmosphere of this place. All of my thoughts are.
I had just realized today that one of the IP Addresses visiting this site resolves a block away from the below location; Correctional Service Canada - Regional Headquarters (Pacific Region). This one of the reasons I asked who sets the Bail Frequency.
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The other reason I asked is because I really wanted to know. I've wanted to know for a long time speaking with other Bail Officers, Bail Supervisors, listening their words, even accepting what felt like intentional misguidance.
I never like these recordings, at least not when I am not following through with any specific intent. Anyways, if you do not have a fixed address 'our policy' is that you come 'twice per week'. Let's not forget what that Bail Superintendent had said upon my initial release from the pretrial center, costing me a place to rent after I had been awake 61.5 hours or so, desperately seeking a suitable place. Twice per week literally made things impossible.
When I keep mentioning home, I literally need a Court Order to do that now because the Port Moody Police screwed everything up when they threw me out in the very beginning. They did that for themselves, not for anybody else. My mother did not want that when it happened, I know that for a fact. I also know and I can see it right in the files - she was directed and instructed by my siblings.
Once out, the situation has polarized which is exactly what the police have kept doing with their bullshit. The Port Moody Police are literally guilty of helping a family drive one of their own members into suicide for unjust enrichment and financial control of an elderly. They aided and abetted criminal intent - knowlingly. Why?
I could only imagine if I had committed suicide by now. People would say he should have been helped with more crooked doctors or with more unneeded medications. I wish I could write out all of my thoughts properly, but if the System was actually set up to continuously evolve with Truth and Integrity as it's highest ideal - then and only then may the people hope to actually have a Judicial System.
None of these by the way are truly Criminal matters. Not on my part anyways. If I was able to have used this site properly, I would chipped away, point by point, everything I have felt is wrong with the policing / mental health / judicial systems and my own individual case by only posting Truth.
I wish I could come to some kind of steadfast conclusion as what I should do from here.