I didn't say any of this to my satisfaction. It doesn't really get going until about a minute and a half in. In doing any of this I am probably only harming myself by not verbally approaching this with a clear intent. The Bail Officer who I am speaking to is really nothing more than a 'Clerk'. Just from his answers alone, he has no comprehension on the bigger picture, no different than many people.
I had wanted to try to recording again and see what happened. I started working on what I had wanted to say for both in this situation and for the government's own 'Mental Health' services if I returned to them, but even putting the computer away and jotting notes down in a notepad was fraught with interruptions. Today, I ended up walking in later than I usually do with really no plan to say anything.
Prior to this, perhaps because of either my seemingly lack of action in returning to the mental health system which really in reality had done nothing for me, or because of my actions online or with this website, I am to be booked out by the end of the week from my allotted bed. I will soon find myself in the unstable position of lining up for a bed and sleeping around very unstable people.
I am not the one to complain about a free roof and meals each day, but others who have been here for longer than myself do not understand why this place had booked me out. They said didn't make sense. Personally, I never understood why they give allotted beds to thieves and heavy drug users who display no drive for improvement. Now, likely one of them will get my bed.
I just spoke to another tenured knowledgeable person, this person was very surprised too. I suggested it might have been from comments regarding this place, comments in the recordings embarrassing this place for the whole country to hear. I was told that everyone already knows that stuff, it is likely because I am not 'playing the game'. I am suppose to be looking for a place and even if I am not. I should have just pretended that I am, telling them what they want to hear.
That is exactly the problem I am up against. Everyone just wants to make things look good on paper. This place, the Bail Office, the Mental Health 'Professionals', the Courts, Politicians, everyone. Everyone has a 'Paper God'. It doesn't matter if you are bringing harm to someone by making them jump through unnecessary hoops - make it look good on 'Paper'.
This is not a real Church, but I already knew that. I knew that the moment they wanted a bureaucratic program all designed around my Person before they'd give me a private room to sort out my needs and find my direction. Looking back now, that little selective program of theirs would have been perfect. I could have even had a quorum for 'Wagners Law', not to mention some input here and there on my viewpoints. It could have almost been 'religious' with a team of twelve disciples.
Not only that, but all that turmoil back then actually stopped from looking. Not that there is really any suitable places to rent, it was just the whole chain of events. Bail, this place and the 'Mental Health Professionals' combined with no money, meant each one just tripped me over the other and the recovery... and the recovery takes time.
Oh well, I am thankful for what I had had and it's just the way things are. As for anything else, I cannot write anything properly.
http://laws-lois.justice.gc.ca/eng/Const/page-15.html
The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
7.) Everyone has the right to life, liberty and security of the person and the right no to be deprived thereof except in accordance with the principles of fundamental justice.
Fundamental Justice - Surely the Truth forms a necessary base or core; of central importance to Justice.
The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
8.) Everyone has the right to be secure against unreasonable searches and seizure.
The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
9.) Everyone has the right not to be arbitrarily detained or imprisoned.
The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
11.) Any person charged with an offence has the right
b.) to be tried within a reasonable time.The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
11.) Any person Charged with an Offense has the right
d.) to be presumed innocent until proven guilty according to law in a fair and public hearing by an independent and impartial tribunal.The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
11.) Any person Charged with an Offense has the right
e.) not to be denied unreasonable bail without just cause.The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
12.) Everyone has the right not to be subjected to any cruel and unusual treatment or punishment.
The Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms
15.) Every individual is equal before and under the law and has the right to the equal protection and equal benefit of the law without discrimination and in particular, without discrimination based on race, national or ethnic origin, colour, religion, sex, age or mental or physical ability.
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24.) Anyone whose rights or freedoms, as guaranteed by this Charter, have been wronged or denied may apply to a court of competent jurisdiction to obtain such remedy as the court considers appropriate and just in the circumstances.
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28.) Notwithstanding anything in this Charter, the rights and freedoms referenced to in it are guaranteed equally to male and female persons.