You know what I need PMPD, wiping your rear end with procedures to clear your liabilities is not it.

Just after finishing dinner, two RCMP Members were suddenly beside me asking for my name.  The story was that the email to the OPCC last night, triggered a chain reaction and the PMPD asked the RCMP to check into me.  We go talk in private and as usual I chose to be rather open.  They had to take me to the hospital so off we go.

Eventually I am with a Psych Nurse and I have to explain the situation to her.  I wish I recorded it.  I gave her the basics of my whole life history, then I gave her the basics of the last two years.  It's very hard for people to understand my life, both family and work.  People assume far too much.  Doing so repetitively is very draining for me.

Anyways, I had told her what I needed to prevent myself from committing suicide.  I told her what I needed from the hospital.  What I needed from a Psychiatrist.  Basically she told me that their Psychiatrists will not do what I need to prevent the logical outcome to my situation.  So at that point for me, there was no point in staying.  They cannot help me.

She wanted to Certify me and have me kept for two days.  I might have caught up on some sleep and got away from the drug addicts for a few days, but other than that, what good would it do me?  None.  It actually makes my situation worse because it prevents me from finding a solution to the problem driving me into such and end.

She didn't agree, she felt it was policy to hold me for two days and then basically they did their job making sure I was 'safe'.  This mentality frustrated me and I argued with her over the complete lack of Common Sense.  I am not staying there for two nights just to justify these peoples jobs.  She didn't see it that way, but that is all it is.

Then the Physician came in.  He and I had talked.  He doesn't see it as a Medical Issue, in a way that I am too tired to explain, I think it is a Medical Issue, but if they are only going to hold me for two days with no benefits it's non-nonsensical.   So then, I am released, free to go.  Non Certifiable.

I've lost the words I was going to write, it took too long to find a place to use the computer but...  the whole use of manpower tonight was essentially each organization legally wiping their bum.  Nothing has changed Port Moody Police Department.  Nothing, the hospital cannot fix this.

Silly, you are the ones who recommended Charging me with Mischief leading to all these complications.   I was trying to save what was left of my life, and you were trying to stop me.  I told you that you do not know what you are doing.  If you did, you would be trying to get these charges dropped and trying to get me everything I needed.

I am a Life Long Resident that you fucked over into Suicide.

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Since coming back to the Shelter, a Staff Member told me what I needed.  Funny, as I tried that with the FraserHealth Maple Ridge 'Mental Health'.  They seemed scared of liability, looking for excuses to avoid me.  Typical.

Anyways, at the end of the day, you all know what I need.  I need these Bullshit Charges dropped, I need the Bail Conditions dropped, and my Mother...  needs to Mother up and realize that she cannot do this to her own Son.  I don't even think it's really her fault, she's lead by everyone.

Which also means she can be lead back to where she should be.  That being bringing me home.  For the record, I would have asked the Judge for all of this again, but it was impossible to put it to paper or email and pass it to my lawyer before seeing him in the courtroom.  This Shelter....