Thank you for your time today.  Do you know what though,  it was all for naught.  I shared all of that with you for no good reason.  You cannot do anything for me.  To go around and repeat it to other people like you suggested is just more of the same.

I called my lawyer towards the end of the day.  He said you didn't phone.   He also said he asked the Crown Prosecutor twice to drop those charges and he won't saying it is too Personal.   So apparently that justifies making a bad situation worse.

I wish I would have asked him myself.   I thought of it,  but having a lawyer puts me on the back burner.  I would have liked to have seen how he replied to that question naturally.  Is that what he would do with his family?  Make a bad situation worse?

As if living there, doing what none of the others would do wasn't enough.  As if being constantly pulled down and undermined for two decades wasn't enough.   As if nearly killing myself wasn't enough.   As if nearly dropping dead wasn't enough.   As if being thrown out penniless into the street wasn't enough.