What I write there is definitely a reality and it is definitely a sane thought. A thought that I have often walking from here to there, as the Police, the Crown Prosecutor and this whole System really do not care that anyone in my shoes would be considering the same.  There is NO need to destroy someone's livelihood and ability to...  I have had lots of thoughts on all of this but no ability to write it out.  No energy to share.

The Bail Office, this day wasn't bad, the next day...  the Bail Office, just insane as she thinks she's "just doing her job".  From my perspective, she's "just doing her job" just like a Guard in the German Concentration Camps, except she won't hunted down and tried at 9o years old.  Sometimes I think I should just walk into a car, just to prove how RIDICULOUS this whole System has been for someone trying to write an accurate history out now for just about two years.