The Armor of God

¹⁰ Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. ¹¹ Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. ¹² For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Having said this, you need to understand that it is very hard for me to write and it is even harder to verbally speak in person.   [audio mp3="https://dan.berladyn.online/rec/170531_0901_02.mp3"][/audio]

Mental Liaison Officer - Likely a Job no one wants.

2017-05-31  This conversation is far better than the previous one we had in person where she just dismissed everything I was telling her. The male RCMP who sat there and listened, it was like he fully understood by the end of that conversation and she did not.

2017-12-07  It has taken me this long to be distant enough from the conversation to actually listen to it objectively.  I was so tired I could not even think one word ahead of what was coming out of my mouth.  She sounds better in the way she handled me than it felt the day this was recorded.  The best I could have done, was to have found a cave and just wrote out all the truth, then I could start connecting the dots for people.

I guess someone else was right, she had patience.

I do not like this recording of myself, I am very under slept, weak and I sound boyish.  Perhaps I am even rude, the funny thing is: Every woman that has heard this tells me that she is trying to help, every MALE who has heard this states otherwise, including an ex-RCMP Officer. I could hardly even process my thoughts this day, let alone let out the words I chose.

Legally, I believe what I have done here is wrong, however under God, and under my circumstances, I do not believe so.   [audio mp3="https://dan.berladyn.online/rec/msg_8b8a823c-d5a2-49a1-9a3b-8f0fff4b8afc.mp3"][/audio]

2017-05-31  PMPD First Post Contact

Port Moody Police, they knew my "Conditions" were about to come off. This phone call as polite as it sounds, did me no favours. Writing would have been better as I had publicly asked several times.

I only listened to it once, but I swear I had detected nervousness on that first listen.  This will just sound crazy, but seeing the place were these files are stored has been compromised before, there is a part of me which is wondering if the file was replaced.  I would be crazy to suggest that, I personally do not feel secure in either judgement.

The day I listened, I had just pulled in to where I live, parked and checked my voicemails in a very poor state of mind.  I was not happy with the call, I swore not only was there some nervousness, but there was calculated applied stress trying to prompt me to call in submission by 5:00pm.  I also clearly heard the word Vacation and I was very surprised that the PMPD had phoned again the next morning.

I do not know, I do know the System I was setting up here started bouncing emails once I disclosed my intents and openly displayed the Software to Intelligent Eyes.

( Well, I checked what I logged in Facebook.  My posts do get deleted, but I felt guilty writing what I did, which wasn't really that bad but I am going to chalk this whole issue up to my own short comings.  I simply was not prepared to have the extra equation of talking to the PMPD at the period of this call, everything seemed complicated enough at the time. )

( After leaving the above and coming back, I still doubt )

  [audio mp3="https://dan.berladyn.online/rec/170823_1510.mp3"][/audio]

2017-08-23 4m:12s  My Mother

My Mother, the first time she had seen me since she lied in Court. Actually everything was good when she opened the door, no bad vibes at all, just warmth until my sisters dog ran up forcing my mother to narrow the door and block the dog. My sister would likely be happy at this, another abandoned pet of hers strikes again. I am disappointed with myself for not asking about my cat. If this trip was planned, it would have been a prime question. I saw no sign of him.

By the way, the bit about the oven, that is her over used cover for having to close the door and make a phone call.  As her own Son who had lived with her, co-dependently, would not know that old game.   [audio mp3="https://dan.berladyn.online/rec/170823_1515.mp3"][/audio]

2017-08-23 11m:29s  My Mother again

My Mother, as she came back, just after I put my truck in reverse to drive away as I was about to leave. She just wants me gone.

I suppose I sound manipulative, I really do not mean to come across that way, it is just that she is giving me every signal at this point through action and body language that she does not care. She just wants me gone, even stating she intends to not care about cheating me out of a home.

Action Speaks Louder than Words.

If she loved me, I would be inside that house talking to her, not having her trying to discard me while she stands there lying to me. I still have the Original Documents to prove that.  Well I do at this moment in time.  I have scans of it too.

I did not cut this recording off at 6 minutes and 33 seconds.  The first time on the website it played in full, my file here is 11 minutes and 29 seconds.  

I am tired, I do not have time for this, perhaps it is an unintentional limitation, or perhaps it is intentional.  I do not trust the electronic games that go on.  I see my Facebook account get edited, I see my Gmail get manipulated (last year).  I do not trust anyone who has the power to manipulate.  I am no one, I am good practice for some who can, but I am no good if I expose a flawed System and Corruption.

This link is working or it was, I trust nothing and I have a headache. [caption id="attachment_39258" align="alignnone" width="840"] Written in Ink, with a Pen, Original Document.[/caption] In the Recording Above, my Mother states this was FAXED. That is, if the file actually plays in full length for you.   Does this look FAXED to you?   I do have the original here.  The Whole System knows my Family lied and committed Perjury, I am certain of that - yet the System was happy to do what it did to me anyways, just stamp, file, process and sweep it under a rug as Mental Health Issues. [audio mp3="https://dan.berladyn.online/rec/170823_1626.mp3"][/audio]

2017-08-23 Good RCMP Officers - Three of them. Wish I didn't mention the RCMP's own MHL and presenting the information as coming from her. You have to understand it is very stressful to have Officers show up at your residence and potentially cart you away against your will, all while knowing full well that it does nothing to solve anyone's problem.

I will choose that on my own if I deem that the right path, as it does bring legal avenues, that is all.

I have really have nothing bad to say, except... I wish people would learn to Interpret God as I do. Staying Truthful, keeping in Pursuit of Truth, that is all I could ask from anyone in these Professions.

 

Common Visitors to this Site.

I never did quite put my finger on whether this was the someone visiting a small RCMP Community Detachment where Officers from all over would drop in and use it's Computer Facilities, or if this was my oldest brother. Time Stamped at 17:05.

Food for Thought. The Following has been on my Desktop since Public Release.  I like the Picture.