I do not know how to spell your name. I see I am getting the friendly professional callers, not all of you have sounded this polite over the course of a year. Your pre-recorded messages which I have heard hundreds of times would bother most people. Including clients who are higher are ups in some large corporations. I shared them. Yours are better than other agencies, I'll give you that.
As you can see, my cell phone was dead. I spend that limited energy on you, instead of Organizing and arranging the next job. Then dead battery, the USB port on a six month old phone... it's worn, it will not charge. I couldn't find parking and I had Meter Maid chase me away from a spot I waited for, after I left someone else took it. Got to love Vancouver.
Anyhow, as polite and as friendly as you sound - my health trumps phoning you back. Everyday it is something. It's either the Crazy Woman in this house hitting me, physically assaulting me, badgering me - while the other woman tells me to just let her do it because she has anger issues. If I get depressed and feel suicidal, she badgers me even worse. I wonder how she will respond when she reads this, she likely reads this site.
Her last ingenious move was renting to a heroin addict and not telling anyone. Including the nice young Japanese Lady who came here, still working on her English. He even brought homeless people in. That problem has been dealt with, but I trust there will be another one right around the corner. I get badgered often, this sends me backwards, there isn't really anything I can do - other than escalate the situation which is not wise.
So aside from that, I just checked on my mother's health. I was given information. It took me several days as I was so tired, I couldn't decide and follow through with the proper course of action. As you can see the legalities of checking into that myself, well I would be breaking Court Orders if I did so. In many ways, I couldn't really give a care about those pieces of paper. I met another guy, similar story... a bit different but similar. His mother died while he was on a Peace Bond - unjustly.
I went the PMPD, then the RCMP and concluded screw everyone. Then as a last measure of respecting the Courts, I asked a neighbor to check. That leaves me deciphering his words, his good intentions of trying to pad the conversation both ways and getting the Truth from there.
Then there is the RCMP Mental Health Liaison I had asked the Monarchy of Canada to keep off of my files. Many people have listened to our conversation, including Ex-RCMP Officers. Many Good Men, between the ages of 40 and 72. Not one of them thinks she is helping me. The good women who have heard the conversation - they think she is. All I know is that I felt sick after interacting with her. I am not going to "blame" her.
There was also Probation in the last few days. I have wanted to write them too. Each time I go to deal with someone the way I feel I need to, a new issue from another party pops up and I am not able to deal with the previous issue, but I find I am facing another one. Sometimes it almost feels impossible to nip something in the bud.
Getting sick from this, I then lose sleep, which is easy to do because my temporary bed deflates during the night. This also isn't easy, as times I can run down to $100 in my pocket. In this situation, I have to feel positive and trust something will come up. If I am negative, I could lose a job. Then there is the fact I am still replacing the things my cousin stole so I can operate.
Do you know what I was looking forward to? Organizing my files when I moved in here. Nope, he doesn't want to give that back. The other week I woke up and spat out a tooth.I have you asking to call you back and have a conversation. One that you will record, I likely will not - and to boot, I will get sick from it. When it makes me sick, it will send me backwards. Perhaps Legally too. That doesn't sound like something I want to do. Your peers, the people you contracted to find me, they spoke so nice on the phone. Then I found their notes. Almost like two different people.
This is CANADA
God is Supreme
For me, I rationalize that 'God must equal the Sum of all Truths'. There's no hiding. No Privacy. Do you see how much information I have out here? There's times I feel like I should throw my SIN number out here too. Why not? I've been murdered. The Accusation is the Verdict. Destroyed before I even made it into Court and the Judge actually told me I had a Fair Trial. I couldn't even buy myself a coffee to fully wake myself up before entering that Courtroom. I was late to boot, again - my cousin.
The one thing I hope for is INTEGRITY in those Court Recordings.
I am not going to call you back. I am not going to answer your calls. I have no Rights - neither do you. I should stand by that stance. You can feel free to write: dberladyn@gmail.com . Who is going to sue you over it? Me ? With what Lawyer? They want MONEY. However, honestly... at this stage of the game... if you want to take my means of living, my livelihood - you know full well what you are doing.
Thank you for Reading.
