Hi, I probably sent you a file I should not have or has things that need to be worded properly, described properly. I know you do are investigating the police and not court actions, but this file which I have proves Perjury in Court.
https://dan.berladyn.online/2003/04/10/dr-balaraju-katta/
My mother lied on the stand and would have been coerced to. No one seems interested in helping with that.
This file, the record is there states that I am a “High Risk” of suicide throwing out of that house, right before my arrest.
https://dan.berladyn.online/2016/02/17/high-risk/
I can’t tell you anything regarding that because the “System” evokes itself, I have to keep my mind elsewhere. I can tell you that I am in an impossible position and on top of that with all these Probation meetings, Court and everything else, I couldn’t even put my mind on work and walking away if I tried. So in effect this System just cripples me further, until I am homeless and on the street, which is likely right around the corner. I think this whole system is criminal.
I have almost committed suicide more than once, I have thought about suicide looking over the edge of a high rise at work more times than I can ever count, I almost committed suicide in the Winter of 2013/2014 – lost 40lbs. I almost dropped dead in November 2015 and I likely would have if they pulled that hospital crap with me during that three week period. February 18th, 2016 - I am just getting back to work in counselling and they threw me out of that house on a Mischief charge. Completely unable to defend myself, losing an office and office equipment that might be better than you yourself are using right now. Laughing with out a clue, just get away from these (terrible) people and start over.
Look at that file dated just days before hand. HIGH RISK of SUICIDE. (At least at the time of this writed it stated suicide, that would be the one thing they got right)
Go ahead everyone, take this long paragraph below out of context and make me the biggest baddest criminal you can because you are all corrupt jokes. You know my own mother said the same things to me as a child, except she said it with actual conviction, with actual emotion. I hear people state this stuff often online, I've heard mothers stating to their kids in my family doctors office. But hey, if a guy says it completely deflated with no emotion, no conviction, out of complete loss while he is beside himself - HANG HIM!
Isn't that the way you all Operate? Professionals my ass.
You are CRIMINALS.
That is murder and I don’t think anybody cares. If they did, I wouldn’t be in these shoes. Do you know what I am actually guilty of? Clutching my mothers wrist out of fear of losing my life as my siblings and her friends coerced her to lose her word for me. That was roughly 2010. They say I threatened her life. Roughly 2010. None of them were there. She was at one end of the table, I was at the other. She was regurgitating everyone else’s words and I was completely deflated and powerless. No strength, just completely deflated. When I was 20, my boss asked me what I would do if someone ripped me off. To try to look good I said I would kill them, it was an unenforceable comment, one with no weight. He laughed at me. Anyways, sitting there with my mother, completely deflated, nothing I could do I thought of that. And I said very weakly, what do I have to do kill you? It wasn’t even a threat at all period. It was disbelief that there is nothing I can do. If you know my mother, you’ll know she started blabbing as if it was soap opera. She wasn’t threatened, she started rambling on… making a literal soap opera out of it and torturing me more. I guess I will have to change my will so that if you kill me you get nothing then. Does sound like a threat? She’s has the luxury of time to see a lawyer and change the will? Come on. You know what, honestly, who ever you are, it would almost be comical for you to watch. Naturally, as soon as my brother and sister heard this, they took that for every inch they could convincing her to go to the Police. They wanted this stuff, I bet they all laughed once I was thrown out. It’s all theirs now.
I am guilty of literally nothing except having emotions while they kill me. I didn’t even get a fair trial. How many bomb threats do they conduct on people as they write their cross examinations? How many times do you see a judge get nervous when someone states INTEGRITY on the witness stand? Come on whoever you are taking this to. You are literally killing someone and rewarding corruption. Maybe that is all of Society?
By the way, is it normal police practice to bully someone after a forced hospital trip? How about at a hospital? Do you normally bully someone there before you try incarcerating them. I can see if I was actually nuts and actual risk of harming someone, but it’s all a fraud. OHASHI and the PMPD even put on a big show for all the neighbours. Do you know how many people who know of the situation who think this is wrong? I am just came from a friends fathers last night, he’s known me since I was thee and a half years old. Do you know what his words and his fears where? He did not agree with any of this being right at all. He was worried, like others have been.
So you please help, I do not deserve this.