I wrote Page 2, liking the people but you know what, I bet when it comes to what get used, how things are worded.  It's all going to be Corrupt.  There is only ONE way to to give them the Truth, that is if I was able to write it.  For all the money they spent, all the bullshit they caused, this could have easily have been done.  It's not about though, I think it's just about holding people down, crushing and controlling them.   There's no other rhyme or reason for the Systems actions.

Thank you

I am very tired from a lack of sleeping and personal stresses of wanting desperately to put the energy into writing somethings, while at the same time wanting to secure my immediate financial needs by not writing and looking for work which I need immediately.  I am going to take one of these "horse pills" as I like to call them to try to get some sleep.  They are often good for that, but I might so tired and internally jammed up that they do not work, which is rare for how strong I find them to be,

Anyways, I feel I must do this - Thank You.

Somebody somewhere obviously worked hard to find the right people for me.  I'll call him Psychologist#3, he was a very good pick who ever sourced him.  I am too tired to write what I have wanted to write since I left that video feed, but he was a very good pick.

I am very happy to note we both seem to respect and acknowledge each others problems in regards to "getting it wrong" in note taking and report writing.  We could probably have used ten times the length of time we had had, but in all fairness I was extremely pleased with him.

I think the biggest fault was my lack of sleep and unsharp mindset.

There is a few things that feel imperative that I write him, but I am too tired.  I'll likely change gears and lose those things by the time I get some rest. Regardless of how accurate or inaccurate his report is, thank you to who ever worked on getting that set up.

PO Wetmore

I didn't want to mention her name, but it's too confusing if play word games to hide her. She also was a very good pick yesterday.  There is a lot of things I can respect and appreciate about her.

That was a meeting that would have went a lot better if I wasn't underslept, moving into a new residence the night before and the unstable dynamics I was in right at that moment trying recover property etc.  Then of course there is the Interview room with the glass wall etc.  All things that played into that meeting not being as well as it could have been.

I have a feeling I won't enjoy some of her perspectives in her report, there's just simply too much to cover for the time allotted.

I have the opportunity to write her, but 5 days to write out 40 years plus. With a lack of sleep, immediate other priorities and too many complications in getting written text to her.  I don't have a reliable printer here, I don't have a fax here and Court System will not allow email.  Too cumbersome.

Seven Months too Late

Anyways, thank you to whoever worked to make this all happen. Naturally, this should have been happened a long time ago, like in August 2016.  At this point, this tired, I don't want to lay fault with anyone.

I've always known to ignore everything and write, I should have continued doing that. Although, even laying the responsibility squarely on myself doesn't work either. It was nearly impossible with the constant daily distractions, no means to even support myself and slowly watching my recovery disintegrate.

Whatever, tonight I just want to say thank you.