I want to apologize for those words,

The name.  I am frustrated. Do you know how impossible this has been for me? I have everything I needed, yet I don’t.  Even now I can’t properly do anything, because of the technical task of trying to patch together data from one machine to another, files that I can’t organize as… I have no actual office, home, stability, organization.  I just wanted to apologize because that was not a nice thing to say and I have no idea how your day is, or what you might be going through yourself.  I just know you were one of many people writing things down and making decisions on me.  I am going to assume, you did try to help, as per the file on HIGH RISK.

Do you know the expression about making lemonade, when all you have is lemons?  I could assume nobody actually wants to, but why not use this whole situation to better the Mental Health System?  From what I have seen, I have ideas that would actually work for everyone’s benefit.  I am only unsure if anyone would actually want to. People like things a little bit broken for a reason.

Anyways, I do apologize, no sense doing that to you,

Dan Berladyn

PS

I like Pam a lot, but I really wish I had that file. No matter how much you all try to peg this or that, I have more insight on my own Psychology than any of these Medical Files do.  Do you know what really bothers me about them?  The mistakes, misinterpretations, misrepresentations and bias. I don’t mind anything actually True.