To Whom it may concern,

These two emails were sent and rejected as I was given the wrong email address to write [Blank] from an [Blank]. I don’t know if this was an accident, or intentional. All I know is that everywhere I turn, this “System” will not actually help me. Last night, I laid in bed thinking about all the people who fail to help, while only making the problems worse. Some of them knowingly created these problems. I was reluctant to write [blank] because nobody has any motivation to do a single thing that will actually help. Everything is a sidetrack of waste, both resource wise and in terms of correcting my life.

Last night I had some feelings of depression sweep over me, it only lasted a few hours, but I thought of suicide. This was a first in quite some time. Perhaps because earlier on I was asking myself, is that what I actually have to do to get someone to actually take notice and help? It still won’t do any good. No one actually cares.

Before you do anything with that ‘flag’ suicide word, I want you to realize something. That is a NORMAL Human Emotion when a System intentionally Railroads you, destroying your Life Immorally and then does nothing to help other than offer a Bureaucracy to employ people who do not even actually help you. If you take that word and you ram me into the Hospital for it, all you are doing making the situation worse. They do not actually help there. All I need is Common Sense and people who are willing to do what is Right. However, no one truly cares. It seems everyone is complicit with Corruption and a System that does not actually do anyone – except the people it employs – any good.

Dan Berladyn