I stop again by my Cousin Brad Berladyn's. Good Old Brad.

He is the only one who can easily accommodate my needs.  Easily.  He is the only one who can provide what I need to get up and working.  The only one to able to get me on my feet and so I can fix my finances. He is not home. I leave him a note along with my phone number.  I believe I wrote that I do not want his money. Just the other day, he had offered money and I had said no.