Pitt Meadows
A worthwhile trip for reasons I will NOT put here. To the Good Officer and the RCMP,I am only doing this for your benefit as a Primary. How it helps me is Secondary.
It’s not Paranoia. I do not like being labelled like that, but I have no ill will towards you for it. That’s likely because of your nature, you briefly shared what you go through when you get overwhelmed. I do now have some paranoia that that paranoia word will be written on my file somewhere. If it is, every Officer will take that word and throw it into the dynamic equation of whether to trust my concerns or not. So, yes, now I have some paranoia, some paranoia about being labelled as having paranoia.
I knew exactly what I wanted to say on this Site when I left your location, but by the time got here to write it – it’s all gone. I simply wanted to come down to your Detachment and ask a few questions so that I knew how things worked. I did this so I knew what to expect and what’s required of me, with whom, while I go about trying to do what no one will help me to do. I came to you because you invited me back and more importantly, I liked you as an Officer.
Those words I stated were right, I shouldn’t say Corruption and call everyone Criminals, even though I think some are, I should say “Let’s make the System better for Everyone”. I know Good Officers get frustrated with it too, they’ve told me. So that is part of the point with all of this. Let’s not just fix what happened to me, lets fix it so it happens to far less people while destroying far less lives. This System is wrong, I just get too side tracked with so many issues to explain what I see properly.
Coming back to what you are seeing as potentially Paranoia, or perhaps what you pre-read in a file as Paranoia. I am not paranoid, I am overwhelmed with the simplest of issues I should not have while trying to control a further corruption of data communicated. If you mis-interpret my intent or my reasoning, further on down the rails either you or someone else will take that small mis-interpretation and drive me 5Km from where I need to be.
Interpretation is everything.
Do you know what I have noticed and what I do notice all through the interactions with PMPD Officers, Doctors, Etc.? The Corruption and the Derailment of the Truth. Let’s forget anyone’s intentional intentions and just stick with what happens when two humans pass information.
Data and Priorities get Corrupted by different Interpretations
I am the Person who has been trying to tell the Truth. It’s over a year later and the System did was bury me. In the end, that Truth I’ve been trying to tell is for the most part written down, copied, shared, passed, mis-interpreted, twisted and side-tracked by just about every single outsider involved. Next, I am in court getting Railroaded while my life is being decimated. Fear not though, this is a part of the Criminal Code that doesn’t leave a person with a Criminal Record.
Some how I was suppose to take comfort in that all while the System was taking everything that was important to my Life away from me. You may not see it, but this is System is BROKEN. Well, unless that’s the way people want it. Sometimes, I think that has to be true. Certain people want it that way. To me, there’s an easy fix.
What I do not understand is how anyone finds it Acceptable.