Hi Jenn,

Tonight I am residing at Mark Berladyn's.  You have the address.

I keep feeling bad for things I have said to you, but you have allowed thieves to go through my belongings while railroading my life.  There was no way it was possible for me to get my belongings out of that house when you drove me there straight from the hospital.  I still do not have a place or the means to put a roof over my head or to secure those belongs.  My livlihood is likely destroyed.  Tonight I hear my brothers were going through all my financial records happily sharing with everyone what I pay for this and that.  Then there's all my tax information sitting there.  Do you think that is appropriate from a "Nice Family" as you labelled them?  You really have no idea how disgusting these people can be.

By the way, my father was a Berladyn.  They laughed at him and put him down.  You are not dealing with the "Berladyn Family".  You are dealing with thieves, cheats and liars.  My sister again, stole $40,000 from her employer, was caught and lost her house.  That's how she crashed into my life wiping me out.  My brother Jim stole and took from everywhere careful he wouldn't get caught.

I am far from perfect Jenn, but you've nailed the most honest one.

All my employers like me minus the family problems.  Even my mother's good friend had said it at one time, perhaps I am the normal one.  I know you were told I was nuts and everything so I can understand.

Perhaps if it wasn't so stressful for me, I would have related to you as well as other Officers and things could have been different.  So like I said I want to forgive.  I know the things I am at fault for, but in my position, it's easy to be frustrated and say things that can and were misconstrued.

You honestly have no idea what it was like growing up in that family, always being taken from. Always being taken from.  Always being devalued.  Always being cheated.  Then the biggest thing, the home, you help them take that too.  Most likely along with my personal assets and my records.  I'm not trying to make you feel guilty, I am trying to get you to see the other side of the equation here.  I am hoping you are open minded enough to help correct some of it.

Thanks, I will keep reporting my residence as much as I can.  I almost slept in the truck tonight.  I just wish I could WORK.

Dan Berladyn