Hi Jenn,

How are you today?  I shaved and that makes me feel a lot better about my appearance.  J

I was hoping days ago that FraserHealth or the PMPD could pass what I have intended to write to the Tenancy Branch.  However, I needed to write it.  They did state pending an investigation they will mail the decision in a month or so.  Whether that’s simple policy to say that or not.  I don’t know.

Whether you have access to Facebook or not, please let know if you would like copies of what is posted.  Legally you may not, that would be above me.  I do not even mind giving you access myself right now.   However, bear in mind that have written under poor health and a lack of sleep.  My words likely need to be edited and polished if they were to stay.

I feel so far the right decision has been made.  I came home after talking to you.  Later it was odd, I had to come inside while mom was walking out.  I didn’t know whether to stall and let her go first, or go ahead and try to get inside before she passed me.  We ended up walking the closest we have together in a very long time with extremely low tension.

Everyone keeps asking me why?  Why am I still here?  Why would I care?  For me, I ask the exact opposite.  Why wouldn’t I care?  Why wouldn’t I still be here?  It’s so simple for others on the outside.  I am not them and they are not me.  I have a childhood friend who I have known since three years old.  His mother and I have known each other a very long time.  I spoke with her recently.  She understands completely and she admits her son will not (and does not).  I suppose for me is exactly what I need Pam and Rana for, if that can be on the table.  I think perhaps…  there might be a difference of offerings and true needs.

Please feel free to leave this with Pam and Rana of FraserHealth if need be.  If you ever contact that Psychologist I used to see, Dr. Owen James, there is much to be said.  I don’t even like the way I wrote to him.  Do you know what Projection is?  I wanted to post a description of that on Facebook.  But too much to write and not enough clarity upstairs.

I’ll leave this with you for now, I only had 3-4 hours sleep.  I need a break for a short bit.  I do intend to edit and add.  I likely don’t need to go into the detail of exact dates or more highly detailed information than what is written, but I do need to write about the information in the Notice and the words spoken in the Conference.  I should have recorded I wanted to.  I should have at least immediately wrote them down.

Thank you for your services,
Dan Berladyn