There will be more I have not written that’s coming to memory, but I would like to add this:

Bernice told my sister in the peak of things when she brought her family here, that this is the kind of thing people read in the Newspapers and to be very careful about how she goes about interacting with the dynamics of this house.  And it’s very true.  I have had many thoughts go through my mind over the years.  I’ve often felt they were completely crazy for what they were doing and the opportunities that I had.

Bernice also stated to me, that I was “going to let my sister win” in this sibling rivalry.  I think Bernice seen me as a bit of loser unable to fight off my sister.  I was wordless at the time, but not mindless.  The thing Bernice didn’t seem to grasp, that none of you may, is that a direct fight with one sibling or even my mother results in open flanks for attack by the others.  If I fight one, I get direct hits on the sides and in the back.  As the doctor stated, I’m in the middle of the “Foray”.  It was always best to maneuver making less waves, a tough game that wears you right out.