I finally had some sleep.  I was feeling so overwhelmed with everything I had wanted to write out, that I couldn't write it out.  I was too tired.  In fact, I was so tired last night that I couldn't even fall asleep.  Have you ever been that tired?  So tired you cannot fall asleep?  That was me last night.

I slept really late today, I made sure that that was all I did - sleep.  Then I took care of something I wanted to do.  So many things to do.  Yet at the same time so many things I cannot do.  Then I started feeling lost.  What's most important?  Where do I go from here?  How do I deal with a System that doesn't even help me?

Then I started reflecting.. and I thought to myself, you are all

CRIMINALS

The Police, the Doctors, the Courts.  You are Criminals.  How do you do this to someone?  Then I thought, I don't want to post this.  So I went for a drive.

I didn't mean to but I passed through Port Moody.  Once at top of the hill, I pass by the Slumber Lodge.  An unmarked car, I believe Port Moody Police pulls up from the driveway to the edge of the street.  As I pass the car pulls out and tails me.  I'm wondering what the intent is.  The traffic light changes to yellow, stop or go?  It's wet.  I still have just enough time to stop.

When the light turns green I proceed, wondering about the car behind me.  Enough time to scan the plates.  Read the Screen.  The car backs off.  I'm left wondering, I wonder what that Officer thinks when he reads his screen?  What's he thinking?

Please ask PMPD 97, Mental Health Officer Jenn Ohashi if she really did go to Glenayre Elementary School.

Please ask her that for me.  She told me she did, then immediately following that she gave me reasons to believe she was lying.  I might be wrong, but I would like to know. I don't know about anyone else, but I personally would find it very interesting if "Mental Health Officers" lie to Life Long Residents in order to gain their Trust.  Kind of an oxymoron.