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The Above is not the Truck, nor the Towing Company, but it is an appropriate example. See Page 2.
I didn't sleep much the night before as I have all this stuff on my mind.
All these facts that I would like written out. A person should be Judged on facts and not twisted incomplete Truths which only serve the needs of others. This "System" did nothing since day one to actually help me. #HEADSTOGETHER
My sleep pattern is all out of whack, I've already explained the coffee. Last night I was worried about being late for work. Then there is snow warnings which will make this job to risky to bother with. Of course, I am miserable about this Psychiatric Evaluation which I feel is nothing but a Fraud. It does nothing to serve the Truth.
I had very little sleep because at some point in the night I determined that I was just better off staying up so that I would be on time. Once I started working, the reality of my situation workwise was staring me in the face. When everything is in order there are things I can do to maximize efficiency, time, energy, quality, profit.
I am Crippled. I can do none of that. In fact, much of what I have to work with leaves me with probably the slowest system possible. Not only do I lose profitability, I lose pride, health, happiness, drive, esteem. Furthermore, what most of you would not understand, is that I lost something very key. I lose daily training, habits, muscle - I lose my System.
This is repetitive as it continually smacks in the face each job. You would have to do what I do to understand. In order to stay balanced, I finish a stage of today's job and I go outside for a bit. While I am out there a tow truck pulls up. One large enough to scoop my truck.
I didn't think much of it until the driver got out and walked towards the rear of my truck staring at it. When he got within ten feet, he turned around, went back into his truck and immediately parked right near me. This is great. I am tired, I do not know how to handle this situation.
The driver sits there, looking like he on the phone. He's there for quite some time. I am wondering what is going to come next. Eventually, he drives away and around the block. I have a hard time going back to work after this. All I can think about is great, the truck might be gone along with the tools, etc. etc.
Then I get to collect Welfare like that useless (sorry) Social Worker suggested I do. Brilliant. Three sets of letters behind his name, just to suggest that I collect welfare that won't even pay for the room I am staying in. No offence, but you fucking idiots want to send me to a Psychiatrist? Is that how you "fix" this problem? #HeadsTogether
Going back into work, I am thinking about my truck getting towed, I am thinking about losing the last thread of my livelihood, I am thinking of my Crippled Production, I am thinking of the other two jobs that I had the possibility of doing today. No chance in my shape, but beforehand I would strive to do all three.
Psychological Evaluation. You people are insane.
I have to think about all the above. When that Tow Truck was there, I was reminded of just a day or two ago. The IP Address which might be Pitt Meadows RCMP and the IP Address that I know is a Collections Agency, they were ten minutes apart from each other. Furthermore, I could tell one was referring to emails.
Why would I trust any of you? You already set me up with the Tri-Cities Mental Health. That was FRAUD. Then you Arrested me. Throwing me out of my HOME.
You PEOPLE are CRIMINALS.
If you people truly cared about Mental Health, none of this would be happening. Why did my Lawyer phone me up sounding like he was dragged through the coals last month when I was homeless. It sounded like the System he works for, the System he is Loyal to over me, pressured him immensely to convince me to plead guilty. I was homeless and going through hell, the last thing I was thinking about was my plea.
I could have plead either way and each time I think about it, I am pissed off that I allowed the seed of such to planted. I am too tired to write, but I think the reader gets the drift. From a guilty plea the system gets what it wants.
You are fucking Corrupt.
Let ask anyone reading this, have you ever had a Doctor ask you:
"Are you Crazy?" Then, while you are looking at him with disbelief he goes on to say "Just say you are Crazy. It's ok to say you are Crazy. Everyone is Crazy. I am Crazy".
Want to hear more? He then goes on to say:
"I was a drug addict you know..." and a yadda yadda "... Masters Degree".
Let me write it all out, just to show you how CRIMINAL you all are. Justice, Truth, I think they go hand in hand - Anyone else? If you don't hear from me on this Website, these Criminals locked me up. I don't trust these people.
Will EDIT later. I just want this much out there.