I think it is important to point out that this letter is written in not only to the addressed Probation Officer, but to the entire Court System as well.
In regards to my tears to her Majesty the Queen, I did. I was quite a mess after writing the words. I am not going to be embarrassed over it even though I believe most people would not understand. I still haven't brought myself to reviewing and tweaking those words. In fact, at times I was intending to seek help in polishing those words. I know there are bits that need correcting.
On the other hand, I didn't know if I would ever have the opportunity. Seeing that this is a genuine letter fully addressed to her Majesty the Queen, I wondered if it wouldn't be forwarded to her regardless upon appearing online.
After all, she is the Queen.
From: Dan Berladyn [mailto:dberladyn@gmail.com]
Sent: October 31, 2016 4:44 PM
To: Xxxxx MacRae <xxxxx.xxxxxx@xxx.xx.xx>
Subject: Our meeting today
Hello,I want to thank you for our meeting today.
A change of Probation Officer and some real help, helping me help myself would be greatly appreciated. I really did completely pass out from exhaustion on the last Probation Date, I remember even thinking great... I don't even get to decide whether to keep my word and not attend or to cave, lose my own self-respect and go. Life made the decision for me. For the record, I am not sure you ever need to hold me in Jail. That is not a human requirement, that is a requirement of your paperwork.... which... my life doesn't beat for. Your paperwork that is. No matter what impression I gave, I liked you, thank you.
I have no keyboard as my cousin is holding all my assets needed for my survival. If I had my computer I would explain the last two weeks which you would start seeing the impossibility of my situation, yet I keep trying and trying. It's been like his since the brilliant (sarcasm) decision to kick me out of my own home was made.
If you find the writing to the Queen... She was on my mind for my words in Court. I wanted to write her and correct those words, instead I awoke from a dream and I decided to share that dream with her. No one knows this, but I cried for hours over Queen Elizabeth II and those words. They still need to be tuned and corrected. With no computer, it's nearly impossible. Typing this is hard.
My writings are not up to anywhere they should be and some I probably wish I worded or edited better, but you can always follow me here:
I need my assets from my cousin, this part is unbelievable. I have to talk with the homeowner I am residing with today. I am at his mercy. I am hoping I can call the RCMP as instructed to retrieve all of my assets. I have to keep this homeowner happy and in my view this may not just be the only place that I can stay that I can think of, it might be the perfect one as often I will have the whole house to myself. Peace and quiet. I just have to ensure I do not collapse financially. It is so much harder for me to climb up than others because in truth, everything is very dynamic and delicate.
Thank you for your time.
Dan BerladynPS. I am not perfect, but I'd rather be honest than lie. That attribute seems to sink me a lot. I don't like games. I hope you learn to appreciate that.