Yup.

This isn't going to work.  The nitpicking...  it's just going to get worse.  I somewhat knew this before hand.  There's always the great start, blah blah blah... then the bitching about this and the bitching about that.  Luckily for me I've been somewhat able to keep the dust down.  Just another thing to completely deflate me and prevent me from writing.  This situation here will likely get worse.  I'll either get sick from trying to please her or underlying tensions will build and then pop.

On a positive note, at least she's kept her word and been upfront.

2017-01-11

We have a few days here and there since I arrived where I felt this wouldn't work.  She had been irritated some nights, using a heater because the room is cold, I don't do laundry right, leaving a light on, and totally understandably, my smoking.  To date I have stayed out of the kitchen for fear of...  for fear of upsetting a woman.  She encourages me to, but my whole plan was to not endanger myself at all.

I should use the coffee machine because Tim Horton's is killing me price wise, but then.. the kitchen, I fear it will irritate her and distract me in speaking about issues, or it will irritate her enough to collapse the agreement.

Aside, from that.  Today I am sure she read my post online to Fraser Health.  The recommendation of Welfare, etc.  That above all will potentially kill the dynamics.  She drove me to the courthouse today.