I honestly missed your call.

Last night was the first night that I slept in an ACTUAL bed in nine months.  That's (9)Nine months.  I could probably sleep in that bed for a week just to catch up.  November had been incredibly taxing on me.  I think I can see what's happened now regarding all of this.  I just wonder how recent that decision was made.

As long as life comes to a calm, I will re-orientate this and start dealing with seeing that I now have some independence returned.  I suppose I should be clear, I would like some peace in the short term, hounding me will not improve things for either of us.