TD CANADA TRUST

My Personal Bank for 25 Years.

I have to rewrite this over, I tried to earlier before being distracted.  Let's see if I can get out all of my thoughts to you.

For the last few weeks I have wanted to make a note here.  When you lose your means to the internet, life gets...  complicated, the simplest of tasks I mean.  I even lost my means to recharge devices that connect me.  Very taxing and very disabling.  One of the things I wanted to note here was a desire to drop into my Main Branch and communicate with a Manager.  I am not sure what at this moment, but it was an ongoing desire.  There's too many primary things ahead of that at the moment.

Right now it's a (preferably viable) roof over my head while I continue to keep working at keeping working.  The obstacles are... endless, the further down a person in my shoes gets, the more exponential the loss of earnings becomes.  It takes strength and stability to turn profit, healthy wages and income.  I find I am burning money left and right just trying to get myself into the proper position to actually get stable.

This morning I received a PRIVATE NUMBER call.  Then later on, another one.  The second time I answered as I had a moment, but it had to be quick.  This was one of your Contract "Services".  He asked for a birth date for security reasons.  This kind of made me laugh as this information is Public.

Once verified he stated who he was, another Collection Agency.  Perhaps the first Agency, I would have to check my records.  He advised me of what was owed, something I almost don't care whether to declare here Publicly or not.  I myself wondered which debt he was referring to, but the answer to that is obvious.  It's the only debt your paperwork can retrieve in some manner or another.

The Caller was forthright, adamant and he spoke like a man.  I can respect those qualities.  Although, I didn't hesitate to hear the proud smile behind his words or the fact that I think due to his Profession he's a douche.  Someone has to do that job, I think certain traits just come with the career.  He can take offense or he can wear it with Pride.

The only entity I am indebted to is TD Canada Trust in these affairs.  I understand the complex clauses allowing the Contracts.  For the time being I don't protest respectable engagement on his behalf, I haven't really thought about it.  He did earn respect with his direct manners.  However, I am not shy in stating the debt is to TD Canada Trust, not him.

My intents and purposes have not changed since you last contacted me.  Whenever that was a short while ago, I would have topped up those personal accounts like I stated.  It was the applying three NSF charges after bringing it to your attention and thanking you for extending credit that swung my thinking the other way around.  That's done, no sense going over it.

The Private Investigator you hired, she didn't really do much good either in trying to intimidate and bully a reaction out of me.  All she really did was the same as all the others.  She became more weight to someone trying to swim in stormy waters with no vest, no lifesaver and nearly no proper lifeboat.  I wrote her something I thought of posting here openly the other day.  I only hesitated because I don't like the wording.  I wanted to write it, just not that moment, it was prompted out of me in reaction.

The words were about the Asset these people would like to claim for you.  That Asset was purchased for many reasons.  One of them being my immediate Employment at the time.  It completely served that purpose and the future work purposes of someone worn down over years of life and having to change gears in his Profession.

On top of a Legitimate Work Expense, it was bought as a Life Boat to Save My Life.  I cannot stress that enough to you.  December/January of 2014/15, it was determined with the dynamics going on that I needed this Asset as Insurance and as a Life Boat while others did everything they could do to Unjust Enrich themselves, not even caring if the result is my death.

The Asset I currently have, I had looked at in that period.  I deemed it as too expensive and I ignorantly ruled it out.  The first one I bought, it was actually bought in the moment after tiring of losing tools, peace and sanity.  After nearly two months of plotting and searching, I broke down and gave in purchasing it.  It wasn't long before I came to conclude that in spending that much money, that I should have followed my original ideas.

I traded the first Asset for the one I have now.  I bought it directly off the management of a Dealership.  They were like Gold in the way they treated me, even after everyting was signed, said and done, they still bought me options for it while servicing me with specialized needs.  Ever since then I wanted to give them Public Credit.  An amazing dealership, better than any I have visited, let alone bought off of.

It turned out that that Asset, my Life Boat, was a Custom Order.  It was a Specialized build with options I wanted that are no longer available.  It sat on the lot for over a year with no one interested.  They didn't even clean it.

Researching the build dates and the build codes, the paint is named after a 'rock that holds poison'.  It seemed so fitting to me, as in my family, I held a lot of the Poison for everyone.  In looking at the dates, it was Assembled while I was in my deepest darkest moments.  I was highly suicidal wondering which bridge I would jump from and what the final trigger would be.

I lost nearly 40lbs, I was barely functioning, hiding, masking everything I could.  The smallest setbacks in continuing to work and pay bills were like mountains.  I don't want to place my mind there, but one day I would like to write it out in the proper wording.  I ended up looking after (Supervising) the Finishing and the Workers involved in such on the most complex job I, or that particular well-established company had ever done.

It was surreal, suicidal as a Leadhand/Foreman on perhaps what one could called a Landmark in Vancouver.  All I have to do is mention the main store and most well to do people know it instantly.  So the Asset is personal to me for many reasons.  One being that is was Custom Ordered with Special Options and Assembled while I was driving into Downtown everyday wondering when I was going to approach the Lions Gate and jump over.

Wondering if the trigger would come that day, each and everyday.  I don't think I have stated this much publicly yet, but I am not shy to do so.  Honestly, sometimes in that period it felt like I just made it by the skin of my teeth.  If I had all the involvement of the Professionals I do now, I likely would not have made it.  Not with the way they have handled this so far.

So getting on with things, that Asset is not only Personal to me, it is a Life Boat.  It is realistically the only thing allowing me the ability to keep a semblance of independence and the only thing preventing me from losing my Livelihood altogether permanently.  Taking that will be like placing a bullet in my head.  Even the Psychological Damage...  too much, unrecoverable.

Your Collection Agent in our short phone call wisely communicated information and then asked me how I would like to proceed.  I will explain here for Clarity to all parties involved.

1. Please STOP contacting my Former Employer.  I do have balanced relations with the Owner, but the young, self-serving Managers, I do not.  They lack Wisdom in leading horses in pulling carts.  They are Self-Obsessed with immediate goals and needs.  The Employment is Permanently Terminated there.  This was a side effect, just one of many casualties of the "Systems" actions in Railroading my Life out of my home.
2. Please understand my intent has not changed towards you.  Overall, I still would like to find myself in a position to work with you.  I can only do so much to climb back onto my feet.  Maneuvering around the big rocks seems tasking enough while climbing up.   It's the Little Rocks, constantly coming down my Path that create the greatest hurdles.  I have to balance everything with literally nothing.
3. Please understand that I do not owe your Collection Agencies.  I actually think we understand that, but you can expect me not to play nice with them if they don't play nice with me.  I might choose to not even play at all.  Please do remember that I am fairly certain it was one of them who almost drove over me as a pedestrian with their car.
4. MOST IMPORTANT - If you want to Collect on this Asset for a Minor Return (it is damaged) all you have to do is ASK PUBLICLY.

You are Welcome to do so right here.

• Create an Account on this website, it's easy.
• List your Full Name and Position with TD CANADA TRUST.  The Higher the Position, the better.
• Post a Post stating that you would like to severe my last ability to independently stand on my feet as a Canadian.  It's simple.  Simply tell the World you want the Asset back as you've lost confidence.  Please remember this Canadian was unjustly triggered into collapse after this Canadian asked for and went through "help".
• Just State your Name and Your Position.  You really do not need all of these Debt Collectors, Private Investigators, Etc.  You just have to simply tell the World Publicly that you wish to take the last stable point of this Canadian's Life and Livelihood away from him.
• That simple.  Please use a Name and a Position.  I'd like to see someone with some Personal Responsibility attached to the situation.

Also, please remember that there is a part of me that believes you are potentially missing an opportunity here marketing wise.  I am among the Identifiable Group of the largest growing percentage of Canadians who end up Committing Suicide.  The links for such, are found right here on this Site. Rather than spend all of your marketing money with Special Interest Groups, and Engineered Ideologies such as LGBT+, Women's Rights, etc.  Perhaps you could partake in less divisive actions and spread the Wealth around.  You can Support Heterosexual Males of my Age Group.  We are, the largest statistic when it comes to Suicide.  From my latest glances we are also the largest Group when it comes to homelessness. It's rather unreal the Ideologies pressed forth.  It's almost as though someone is doing the opposite of "Standing on Guard for Thee".  A people's are not "Strong and Free" by killing their Nation Building and Maintaining Male populace.  And you certainly do not help someone being slowly murdered in a situation, by throwing them out of the picture in order to protect the ones committing the Murder. One more thing, you might want to wait to see what the Courts and Social System in Canada are offering.  It does seem like someone is moving something forward to help in this area. Thank you for reading.   (this writing may go through minor changes in the near future)

I'm just going to make this one stick to the front of the site.  At least TD, you are much smarter than Bell.  They keep phoning, they've been instructed writing only several times.  I don't consider them the same as you.  Anyways, because of these and other distractions, I still haven't even written the things I need for Court.  Please consider making use of a Manager at my Home Branch thank you.